cute kat princez

Here Without You lyrics

2010-10-12T04:18:00.000-07:00

this ones for you baby phat..luv u soo much babe.....
mising u always....

mwah

A hundred days have made me  older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight
It's only you and me

The miles just keep rolling
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
You're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl
It's only you and me

Everything I know
And anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl
It's only you and me

so gud to be back again...=D

wuv u babe...

xoxox
hehe..
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-

Im...Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakk

2009-09-19T21:09:00.000-07:00

Hey all!!
=D
missed this place...
Thank you soo much for being around even when i wasent..
lol...=p
heheheheh...
Eid mubarik y'all..
hope all u guys have a great blast..
sry it took so long to get bak here again..
but now m bak ..
updating....
kicking and screaming
k...m out..
gotta get bak to work...
o yea...
i almost forgot..
me got a jooooobbb
lol yea mee...
finally huh..

well gtg

mis u ash puddingx...

wuv u
xoxox

hehe..
papi papi hug hug
M- M

(- _ o)

-( O )-

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Thaby Wisdom Moments!!!

2009-04-30T09:28:00.001-07:00

heres a tawt..

everyones heard of the phrase forgive n forget right??

ne one ever tawt wat it wud be if u never dd dat..

if u never forgave others mistakes..

o ur own...

o forgotten the things dat hapend in tha past..

the way i see it..

they only thing it does is hold u bak..

never lets u move on..

never lets u be free of the guilt n sorrows...

n in da end it can only leave u all broken n alone...

if u hold on to every lil thing people do..

judgin them for the mistakes they have done..

wen the already learned from it..

n already tried to better them selves

wats the point of pikin at thier mistakes

so its always better to get over it n accept ur mistakes and others..

o who knows..

one day ur gona find ur self falin flat on ur bum

n no ones gona be around to help u up...

watcha gona do den..

so..

forgive n forget guys..

life's too short for hatred n anger...

its too short to give up ur lil happy moments that make life worth living...

live ur life to the fullest with the ppl u adore...

forgive them..

forget thier flaws...

let them be themselves n let them make up for thier mistakes...

who knows how long they will be around....

so forgive n forget..

let past be the past

n let the present guide u..

ok vaane....

jus smile ur ur troubles away..

papi papi hug hug

M- M

(- _ o)

-( O )-

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Colbie Caillat - Bubbly....♥

2009-04-05T00:41:00.000-07:00

ummm....hehe...
hei hunny...♥
u heard this song in a movie...n it jus reminded me of u...
combed thru the internet tryn to find this song..
i felt like i gt a high dose of love potion wen i heard it
finally i gt it....i hope u like it...
this ones for u poopieee ....
here goes...
♥♥♥♥♥

Will you count me in?

I've been awake for a while now
you've got me feelin like a child now
cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
and I crinkle my nose
where ever it goes I always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

The rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hidin in a safer place
under covers stayin dry *(safe) and warm
you give me feelins that I adore

It starts in my toes
make me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

What am I gonna say
when you make me feel this way
I just........mmmmmm

It starts in my toes
make me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holdin me tight

Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever you go, I'll always know
Cause you make me smile here, just for a while

hehe...
mwah..
i luv u my perfect star...
n all u other readers out there
hope u like this too
well..m out...
byee yall..
heheheh....

papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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M Tha Castaway...

2009-04-04T23:21:00.000-07:00

no longer wanted
no longer needed
used n left behin
m jus another picked flower
used up
thrown away to wilt
m no longer important
no longer are my tawts any meaning
no longer are my tears seen
m jus needles
jus a cast away
well..m out...
byee yall..
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Walk Away...

2009-04-03T10:34:00.000-07:00

walk away into the night
as ur footsteps echo to the silence
walk away with the wind
wer tym stand still
hide away ur tears
cos thats the only way
bury ur fears n doubts
coz no one cares
no one listens
cast away ur pain
cos it never worth it to care.....

well..m out...
byee yall..
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Jus So......Blank

2009-04-02T02:11:00.001-07:00

i have no idea wat im goin thru
m i sane...
i doubt so...
m bak in the darkness
bak in the midst of loosing...
loosing my luved ones
my treasures....
myself....
loosing hope of ever being normal...
hope of ever being truly happy
loosing the slim chance of ever finding myself again
my cries have no meaning
my cries have no reason
as the darkness of fear n doubt elopes me
screaming to break free
struggling to stay alive
i sit here trying to figure out my life..
tryn to figure out wat to do next...
.......
its jus a big blank....
nuthngs there.....
i dono...
i jus feel so tiny at night...

well..m out...
byee yall..
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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I Luv U

2009-03-22T06:12:00.000-07:00

every things seeem so different...
everything seem so unclear...
the wind is changing...
i feel like m loosing myself
i feel all alone...
jus wen i seem everything i love is lost...
some one holds my hands frm behind...
i find myself suprised n scared...
i turn around ...
n i find u.....
standing there right beside me....
smiling....
no matter how much the world is changing...
no matter how many people leave me behind...
i know...
ur always by my side...
right beside me.....
never leting me go....
ur my perfect star....
my better half...
my everything....
i luv u soo much....
i miss u....
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Huge Freakin Void......

2009-03-20T00:27:00.000-07:00

hei ppls...
jus gt bak a few days bak.....
been in india for almost a month
was yucky there...
bt too depressed to write abt it right now...
life has changed too much here since i left..
its strange how the ppl u luv can change so soon..
m bak home..
n i stilll feel the void of being alone i felt there here too..
now that m literally alone...
shud i regret cumin bak..
o shud i jus get over it....
aarrgh...
i feel pathetic...
useless n no self acheivement
well....post laters....
need to find sumthing else to do.....

papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Taaaaggg!!!!

2009-02-19T01:40:00.000-08:00

thank u muthu for lettin me do this on blogophere
=D..
heheheh..

Rules:
It's harder than it looks!
Copy to your own blog, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag five people.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up!
If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: thaby
2. A four Letter Word: tree
3. A boy's Name: tom
4. A girl's Name: terry
5. An occupation: tree climbing
6. A color: turquoise
7. Something you'll wear: T shirt
8. A food: tiger meat
9. Something found in the bathroom: towel
10. A place: tree house
11. A reason for being late: tukuri akee koachetho balan madukohlee...(i still have no damn idea... O_o)
12. Something you'd shout: Tell!!!!!
13. A movie title: twilight
14. Something you drink: tang juice
15. A musical group: the system of a down
16. An animal: TIGER!!
17. A street name: thaby kat
18. A type of car: turquoise mathi negey vatharu careh...
19. The title of a song: Twinkle Twinkle littlee STARRRRRRRRRRR...... =D

20. five ppl u want to tag: the twinkling star

muuthi
lilly
xefrox
shifbobx

m outiee...
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Thaby Wisdom Moments

2009-02-03T09:14:00.000-08:00

pics by cute kat princez
staring hotgirlangel n her feet

ok so this post is dedicated uncle krevee
i know u been waiting for this one for a long tym now
i know its been long since i updated...
n i missed u blogosphere...
bt nnow m in the process of cumin bak slowly...
so here the first step...

so heres this months brain storm...
SHOOEESSSSIIIEESSS!!!
hehehe
the styles..
the new looks..
wat goes with wat
bt pls dun think m trynta be maa ingiganegen abt shoes....
cos this is jus my opinion
as i see is the new look in shoes these days
m open for ur opinions too
:D

ok so first lets see wat goes with jeanss....
of course...
no question abt it
the shoes that goes best with jean is (my personal favourite)
the sneakers
o yea..
these lil babies are comfy..
casual...
n they damn look good
gives u the whole laid bak kewl look
n also balerina type shoes ves v gulhey dho..
n also these goes with three quarter jeans ves
dhoo...

second wat goes with jean skirts...
o mini skirts..
o jus skirts..
lol..
of course wat goes better with these dan
high heels..
yea..
strapy cute ones
bt with nt dat much hieght goes well with these...
if its too high..
den u jus end up lookin like a cheap slut o protitute
noontha....

den comes the cute lil evening dresses...
o sundresses..
o party dresses..
with these ves..
v gulheyne dho
lil balerina shoes...
n flat koh hunna faivaan..
n ofcourse the heels...

lol...
dats it for now....
bt next stop is mens footwear..
se ya wen u see me..
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Wat If...

2008-12-30T13:20:00.000-08:00

heres a tawt... Wat if u cud never be the princess of ur own love story??

if u have a reply for this one pls let me know...
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Teardrops on my guitar by Taylor Swift

2008-12-23T00:25:00.000-08:00

this is such a beautiful song..
i fell in love with the lyrics n the music instantly...
hope u guys like it...
if u wish to hear it...
scroll to the bottom n u will find this song in my player....

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won’t see
That I want and I’m needing everything that we should be
I’ll bet she’s beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she’s got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it’s so damn funny
That I can’t even see anyone when he’s with me
He says he’s so in love, he’s finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he’s all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He’s the song in the car I keep singing, don’t know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can’t breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She’d better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she’s lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I’ll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who’s got enough of me to break my heart
He’s the song in the car I keep singing, don’t know why I do
He’s the time taken up, but there’s never enough
And he’s all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won’t see

dedicated to Innocent cherry
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Jus So Alone...

2008-12-22T12:17:00.000-08:00

never knew i cud feel so alone...

everyones here with me..
everyone except u...
everything feels empty...
even the fake smiles n laughter...
ever since u have been gone ..
gettin out of bed is even hard...
baby..
i never tawt i wud feel this empty..
i feel hollow n lifeless...
breathing has become a daily burden....
sleep has been forgotten...
tears wet my pillow endlessly...
i hide away in the dark...
tryn so hard to get over the pain from being aprt from u
tryn so hard to not let ppl hear my sobs...
i need u soo much..
i need ur hugs..
ur tender words....
i need to be in ur arms again..
happy n safe...
coz thats the only place i feel home...
in ur arms...
wer our heart beats the same..
side by side....
together....
pls hurry home my shining star....
m falling aprt without u....

papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Tagged!!

2008-12-09T04:50:00.000-08:00

me was tagged by converslogin ,anjo, muuthi n liliies
rules of this award:
1. Put the logo on your blog or post.
2. Nominate at least 10 blogs which show great Attitude and/or Gratitude!
3. Be sure to link to your nominees within your post
4. Let them know that they have received this award by commenting on their blog.
5. Share the love and link to this post and to the person from whom you received your award.

i wud nominate the following ppl:
my star
shifzz (lil woman)
hot girl angel (pupudee)
cec
calli-gurl

hehehehe...
me gone...
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Thaby Wisdom Moments...

2008-12-09T04:37:00.000-08:00

ok so...
me bak n this is my first post since m bak..
hope u guys like it..
...:)...
this is sumthin that jus occured to me while i was chattin to a fwends of my star...
its nt much but i think its actually makes sense in a way..
so here the deal...
the way i see it is dat...
ulhe ehnun dhow v gadaa vefa fight vegen ulhey boi kudhin.....
skool ga ulhey dat is...
my idea is dat almost fifty percent of those boi kudhin turns haabee o v religous after skoool nimumah fahu
noontha??...
the other gooody gooody two shoes kudhin kolhu
who are jus waiting to burst out n be free
turn all gangsta like n rowdy as soon as they finish skool....
well this is wat i think...
do u agree with me o wat...
guys m jus sayin this cos i have seen this happen...
my old classmates...
claahuga enme nubai aruvaafa ulhun kudhin kolhu
mihaaru burugaa alhaigen solih vegen no ulhenee...
but god know how they realli are i guess...
so u see wat m sayin..
well m out for now
hope u like it...
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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My Guardian Angel....

2008-11-24T20:05:00.000-08:00

never tawt i wud be so lucky
never dreamed i wud be this happy
i dono wat i wud do with out u my shining star
i dono if i wud be alive....
u are always there wen i need u..
u are there to protect me..
u are there to show me the right path...
u have kept me alive...
if u wernt there i dono wat wud have hapend to me...
u always knw the best way to take care of me....
u realli are a shining star..
a perfect star with in the dark night
u are my everything
i am thankful to god that i have u more than i am thankful i am alive right now
baby...
u are my gaurdian angel...
love u always...
i dono how i wud be if i ddnt have u....
love u always....
never ever wana loose u....
cant stay alive without u...
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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PS. I wud probably be away from bloggin for a while after this post...hope every one likes it...

Sum Saturday ...

2008-11-16T19:34:00.000-08:00

(one saturdays da gang went to throw around the frisbee before mooodhah erun...)

**sigh**
i miss hangin out with my fwends....
goin out..
throwing the frisbee around...
goin to the park....
was awsome...
hei cecret i miss hangin out with u gurla...
remember the foto shoot session we dd...
lol
we both dd it jus with our fones...
but still the pics were great....
here are some of em...

i tawt this was way too adorable...hehehhe

this is at the park....loabi dhow...

this too...

and this....

this is at the mooodhu kairi

we took this platform matheega thibegen.....heheh..but cec gt the most awesome pic

our beloved raalhu gandu...
keeke....
newayssssss.....
hehehe....
cant wait to do sum more fun stuff....
ekamu test vee ma dhow...
well me mis u loadz..
m out
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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kiyavenee o den..

2008-11-15T02:55:00.000-08:00

**sigh**
test feshunee ooo
anehkaa ves..
vai vai vai
n enmen ge test thah ves nimuneema eives...
sad dhow..
keekuranee...
lucky for me i dun have dat much....
well me outa
n guys sry for nt updatin these days...
bz bz bz
well...
wish me luck
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Thabby Wisdom Moment....

2008-11-04T12:14:00.000-08:00

i know its a lil late this month
but hope u gys who read my wisdom moments will excsse me ..
me have been sick for a while now
but m bak on my feet n runing around
thnk u god
heheh
well so this months wisdom moment is based on wat i went thru at the hospital
well...docs here are stupid..
i shud thump them
wat stupid idiotic doc wud ask a patient who is sufocating her name..
idiot..
i mean i cud barly breath o see..n he was askin me my name..n ddnt even listen wen ash tld him my name
dat baaka
i shud punch him n show him how much it hurts..
o n needles hurt
ALOT!!!!
o yea n dd u know the doc makes the pain worse:S
yeap they do...
the damn doc pressed my tummy n stuff n made the pain worse..
i cried even
stupid doc...
next tym i see u i will thump u...beware
**sad thing is i dun remember how the doc looked like...but i guess i will settle for thumpin the next doc who pulls a stunt like dat**

n also i learnt that if m smiling wen i go to the doc..they wont take me seriusly...
everytym its either sit n a wheel chair o on a stretcher thingy..
otherwise docs dun belyv u sik..
dis is true..
if i am in pain..i always belyved that smiling n a lil fun can take a away atleast sum pain..
but the docs dun take me seriusly if m smilin even the least..
**hmph**
o n the clothes that they give u to wear wen u take X ray i so damn comfy...
reaaaali comfy
lol..
n also wen ppl push u around in a wheel chair fast its damn fun..:D
but then again v boa anburaaa...
o n hospital toilets are dirty
**sigh**
to tell u the truth i always tawt hospitals were clean...
even the toilets..
but they v grosss n yuckyy....**horror struck**
n they stink O_O

o yea my final wisdom abt my experiences so far at the hospital...
peeing in a cup aint that easy..
darn it they made me pee in a cup...**blush**
o yea n the hospital is so much fun sometyms..
but regretfully sometyms its like the most depressing place in da world

but hei wen i heard the ultra sound scan of a women on the bed next to mine..it was happy..
i heard her babies heart beat
was beautiful..:)

o well m out for now..
hope u guys like this n have a lll fun with it
papi papi hug hug

PS. ambulances in male' suck big tym

Froxen...

2008-11-04T12:12:00.000-08:00

so lost
so alone
darkness till sight ends
everyone stares
everyone glares..
everyone judging
tryin so hard to fit in
trying so hard to move on
froxen in time
alone n still
waiting till my breath passes...

papi papi hug hug..
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Regret....

2008-11-03T12:30:00.000-08:00

its so strong

how u learn so much
yet still regretting
knowing so much

knowing ur fwends ways
but so much bad
yet have to accept the fact
that u are no match for ur fwends

turning ur bak to their needs
yet regretting
of all ur deeds

regret is all u can think of
but nt much to loose
all the choice i have is
take it o let it loose..

hehhe...
dats it for now..
papi papi hug hug..
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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LMAO!!!!

2008-10-18T14:49:00.000-07:00

hehe...
ok so...
sry for the no updates...
havent been able to jus sit dwn at the pc..
been quite bz..
bt hei
tag season again dhow... me was tagged by shana n lilii kokii :) thnx guyssss.... heheh... so here goes...

1. whats ur latest addiction? my star....**dreamyyyy**
2. what are u listening to? Dil dey dia hey
3. how late did u stay up last night and y? till seven am...cudnt sleep n was chating
4. who were u with last friday night? i was with my ash puddingx
5. do you think u will be in a relationship 3 months from now? ofcourse
6. when is the next time ull see ur closest frnds? tomoro hopefully....
7. what were u doing this morning at 7am? trying to sleep
8. what radio stations do u listen to the most? umm...dun recall listening to the radio...
9. what was the reason u last cried? coz i cudnt breath.... O.O
10. Have you ever talked to someone when they were high? yeap...was wierd...
11. What’s the fifth text in your inbox say? "thaby can u get ol bbe?"..:P
12. Where was the last coffee shop u went to? fizzes
13. What’s ur outfit right now? striped t-shirt n shorts...
16. What were you doing at 11pm last night? having dinner with my star
17. Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed? my bro....
18. Will you be driving in a year? lmao...me n driving...yea right...dat will be tha day
19. Is there anything that you are craving right now? YES!!! Donuts...**yummmmmmmmm**
20. When did your last hug take place? jus tonyt actually....**space out**sigh**
22. Have you ever started a sentence with “No offense, but…”? yeap i have...n no offense the person who came up with this tag has too much free tym...
23. Do you drink tea? sure..y nt
24. Have you ever been arrested? haha...nope
25. Have you rode in someone else’s car today? nope
26. Have you made a mistake this past week? i dont recall....
27. Who was the last person you texted? my ash puddingx
28. Are you happy with your life right now? actually more than i ever imagined...
29. In the past 72 hours have you been under the influence of sleep? i supose....
30. What’s the connection between you and the last person you texted? my hubby to be.... ;D...hehehe

hei so its my turn to tag dho...
hehe
yayyyy
**gives evil look**
hehehe
i tag...ecoze prince(my ash puddingx) n hot girl angel n jumpuddingx n muuthi kokiii n afxoon
**pkew**
well...
m out
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Bak Again....

2008-10-13T14:05:00.000-07:00

hey guys...
me back on my feet...
been sick for so lng
n been confined to my bed for so long
starting to forget how outside looks like...
hehe...
but m back on my feet..
n m glad to be back...
=]
thnx for visting my bloggy while i was gone...
n sry for the no updates for so long
v dhuvas vejje dhow...
hehehhe
well will try n post more after this
heheh
well gota run now...
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Happpy Aniversary My Star

2008-10-07T13:44:00.000-07:00

(my lil present to my star.....)

baby...

luvin u cums naturally...
deep n passionately....
mish u as a i mis my breath in suffocation..
baby u are the blood pumpin thru my heart
without u ...
o baby i cant imagine livin wiithout u
even for a moment

everyday...
i wait by the fone waitin for a msg...
a call
o maybe even a call me bak
i dono y
i cant sleep if my ears dun hear ur voice at night...
i mish u so much..
i wana be with u all the tym
never wana leave ur side
never wana be apart frm u

baby my heart feels alone...
baby it mises feelin the warmth of ur hugs
my ears mis the care in ur words
my eyes mis seeing ur face..
my arms mis being wraped around u...
my lips mis the smiles u brought up on it
baby every part of my body calls out for u
every thing in my conciounse calls out for u..
speaks ur name...

m craxy for u my shining star
ur are my perfect other half..
u complete me..
loving u always..
with all my heart
forever
ur butterfly
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Tribute To My Baby Sistas...

2008-10-06T02:37:00.000-07:00

ok so this post is dedicated to all my bab sisiiiiss....
ampuddingx...(hot gurl angel)
ajoo kokiizz...(chocolate cake)
muuuuthi kokiiiizzz (muuthish)
liliii kokiiiizzz (liliiiiies)
n lil woman sisiiii (shifzbobz)
hehe...
n all my other lil sisiies out there...
hehe remember baby sisiis...
m here if u ever need a thing
i will try to be there for u guys no matter wat
luv ya baby sistas..
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Funny Stuff....

2008-10-05T00:43:00.000-07:00

ok so lets cont. dhow..
lets see were dd i leave off..
o ye...mige dhosha ai dhow maako ge gf..
so erey dhen dhiyai dem..lols..
i was waiting to see maako ol frm msn..
i keep all of my contacts with out deleting dem..kameh jehunas baindhavegen
blok in keep in the undhagoo kuraa ppls grp...

ok so..finally
yesterday morning..
i saw the dude ol..
n ery faadehge kikeh..
i was finally gona take all my anger on to him..
all the anger i felt for all my probs...
i said hai to him n started yelling..
n hot gurl angel ves grp kureee....

da poor dude cudnt keep up with our typin
lols hes v slow..
n frankly nt good at all in eng...
so finally he gave the pc to his fwend...
n maako ah vegen eyna ge fwend cute kat aa dhimaalah echehi kee..
lols
like i wudnt know wen maako chats..
lols

ok so dhen ehen maako ge fwend aa zuvaabu koh koh fa..kuliakah dc vejje...dc v gothah dhen feshee ehenmeeheh chat kuran..lol...
on maako ge add..
turns out it was maako ge gf..
lol
hahahahhha
cant help laughin
the gurl starts yelling at me..
n the onli that that cums out of her mouth is u whore...:s
n she called my baby sis n me a prostitute...
frankly i dun mind her saying dos stuff at me..
its jus at my baby sisi i hate..
dhen out of no where
she tell me i have no guts..
n she wana meet me o:s
lol to do wat???
n she wanted to cum to my house to meet me..
m nt stupid..
mom kurimatheega fight kuraakah cute kat nethin..

so i tld her to meet me at the park...
n dhe said to meet her at artifiacial...
n kept callin me a coward...
lol
da damn gurl wanted to fight with me..
my star wated to go..
but i dun..
its jus not worth it fighting over a guy i left five months ago..
m nt that pathetic
besides...
m happy now with my star
y bother....

nm dd u know later last night maako ge gf wrote n away msg to my star
saying dat aslu cute kat alun maako beynunvegen ulhenee o..
wat a laugh
i wudnt give up my happy life for a doosh bag lik ehim...
never in a mill years....
my star is my life..
my star is my luve...
my star is my every thing
i luv u my ashpuddingx..
heheh

bt hei i gota run...
m outy..
hehe....
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Funny Story.....

2008-10-05T00:16:00.000-07:00

(before u guys freak out..m ok..this is a pic of like five months kurin wen i tried to kill my self..but now i jus wonder y i even bothered....totally nt worth it!!! )

first of alll sory i havent posted for so long
i mishd u bloggy....
ok then here the thing...
normally i post abt funny stuff that hapens in my life dhow
well heres sumthing hilarious...

everyone who visits my blog almost on a daily basis
willl be familiar with the name maako on my shout box
first of all maako is my ex boi fwends..
i left him coz i had to make a choice between me n my family..
n he wasent the kinda guy worth giving up everything for
i was thinking of it...
even tried killing myself once..

but then again this story isnt abt the past...
this is abt sumthing that hapend almost two weeks ago..
a few days ago..
i found dat a scrbble had been made by the user name maako on my shout box saying he wants me back n stuff...
angwi lil me tld him to stay out of my shout box...
den...
like a day later..again some one scribbled on my shour box...
with the name maako...
the dude swore at me..
said bad things to me...
things i dun wish to hear again..
n things dat no one says to me...
so i got angwi...
ekamuves fithaa laigen huree...
lately my life has been filled with things abt fwends betrayals n shit head guys i said no to.... spreading stuff abt me
wat loosers :S...

i had forgotten abt the whole maako things..
wen suddenly
one night wen me n my star n cherry were having dinner
some one knocked on the door....
cherry was the one who opened the door..
n there were two gurls...
one fat gurls wearing a vail..n one thin gurl with no vail
(sry jumpuddings luli aisa emeehun dheke..so wana call them fat n stuff)
she was asking for me..
ok so i went to the door...
i ddnt know wat was up ..
she kept asking abt my skool n stuff..
eesh
so detective of her...
hah!!

dhen she said dat she was maako ge gf..
kekekke
frankly i was a lil suprised
maako was the kinda guy that always made me feel ugly..
nt coz he was more good looking than me
i never compared our looks
it was coz he always made sure i knew i was older than him..
he kept telling me his fwends say m muskulhi..
muskulhi my ass..
man i look younger than u :S...
ask any guy...

lols
sry m nt trynta be the kinda gurl hithun maa reethivegen ulhey..
but this tym its jus true...
ok so back to the story...
his gf came to tawk to me abt the shout box thing..
evaru kamakaa gey dhoshah ana gurl eh
how pathetic..
she was younger than me...
so she says..
have no idea..
so i told her it was no big deal coz the onli thing i gt angwi at was the swearing
n den she kept goin on n oooon abt how bad maako was feeling abt sumone scribbling onmy shout box by his name saying he luvs me..

eehs so fake
frankly i think maako gf ah maako vadhe in than bust vee thocheh...
o well dats jus wat it think...

adhi majaa thankolhakee
maako ey ai maako bitu govaigen cute kat megeyah...
beyruga ves huri... :S
kuda kuda vaguthu kolheh therey amila bitu ge agu vataalee amila ah..
if i cud i wud thump his ass into tha ground..

ok so this post is getting a lil long...
willl post the rest in the next post
hehe..
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Geri Koshi... O_O...

2008-09-30T01:20:00.000-07:00

so finally...
we got to the geri koshi..
lols...
was so much fun...
we fed it
touched it..
n also touched its horn..
so much fun...
^_^
hehhe...
MOOOOOOOOOOOOoooo...
O_O

the dark black cow....i think its a boi boi cow
we fed him tooo

we fed the gurl gurl cow too...
she was alota fun..
she kept cumin after me even wen we left...
lols
i guess she was jus so hungry
hehehe
n i touched her horn...
i think that annoyed her a lil..

the baby cowww....
so teeny tiny....
hehheheh...

the big mountain of cow pooopyyy
smeelt horrible..
actually i had no idea it was cow poo first
i was jus trynta get the grass growing on it..
nearly touched it
**faint**
but ddnt...
**phew**
hehehe
but beybe put his big feet on it...
jus for the fun of it
he said it smellt good..
O_O
wonder were he smellls from

he even touched it with his hand
EWWWWWWWWWWWW....
GROSSSS!!!
**covers nosy**

the baby cow sad coz his mommy cow walkin away...
lols
so adorable
hehehhe...

the cow saying bye bye to us...
hehhehe

well m saying bye for now too...
be back with more laters...
see ya
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Thaby Wisdom Moment....

2008-09-22T16:34:00.000-07:00

ok so first of all..
m realli sry that this months thaby wisdom moment is late
ok so...
this is jus a lil thiing i realised tonyt while tawkin to my star

dd u ever notice that wen a gurl describes a guy
they always..
n i mean always
describe a guys personality first
like hes realli nice n caring...
o hes such a great guy...
dho...

bt a guy...
will always start describing a gurl by commenting on how she looks
yea its like that always...
it goes like this
yea shes cute n thin
o kalhukoh kurukoh
noon tha

this is jus how it is...
jus a simple realisation of mine...
jus let me know wat u think though...
m out for now..
its late
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Jus Another Night

2008-09-22T09:38:00.000-07:00

ok
so its one of those nights again...
nidhhi ananee hama...
so sleepy
**yawn**
jus waiting for the clock to strike ten...
jum puddinx megeyah dhaan...
but right now...
all i can think abt is fallin asleep in my stars arms..
**sigh**
**yawn**
well jus wanted to post a lil...
ne ways m out..
gona bug star now..
hehe
m gon apoke his nosy
**does wierd grin**
heheheh
=D
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Jus Perfect...

2008-09-22T02:32:00.000-07:00

every day
every moment
i dono how its possible
but i luv u more n more

every second
every minute u are gone
i dono how its possible
but i miss u more n more

everything about u
i find adorable
every tawt abt u
makes me smile

baby u are perfect for me
dont u see...
baby u make me feel safe n serene
dont u feel it...

i know our lives are jus startin to blossom
but i know dat i wana be with u
for the rest of my life
i know we are right
i know wat we have is awesome

baby i would give up my life
if dat meant saving u
but i jus cant spend my life without u
baby m dead without u
m jus another breathin body waiting for it to stop

u are the reason my heart beats
u are my reason for a smile
u are my reason i survive
baby m lucky to be with u
luving u always
ur butterfly...
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Peekaboo!!!

2008-09-17T14:17:00.000-07:00

hei all

m back after a some tym
sry i was a way
lots of stuff hapend
will tell u guys abt it one at a tym....
first of all..
aslu i ddnt update coz i lost my net connection
bt happy to say i gt it back now...
second of all..
me sick in bed
this is the fun story
i gt way too sick so beybe (levitan-pixelfucker) and my star n cherry took me to the hospital..
like dhanvaru
ddnt wana go but still..
at sum point wen my star said i was coughin blood
i freaked
O_O
so i regretfully agreed

dhen wen we went there...
they made me sit in this wheel chair
hate that damn thing
made me feel worse
n then they took me to the emergency room..
n doc came in n cheked on me n said i was ok...
like nuthn was wrong with me
i shud thump the dude....
he shud feel tha pain i felt...
idiot!!
ok so the doc asked me if i was thinkin n stuff..
i said no
n then the doc said that it was either too happy o too sad
i definently wasent sad
i was freakin laughin....
these are the best days of my life
so i guess m sick coz m happy
eesh wat a hypothesis dho
m sick coz m too happy
so...
den beybe tld him abt the blood n stuff..
so he decided to give me a injection
WICH WAS HUGE!!!
its still soar
**siquints eyes n shivers jus even thinkin abt it**
luckily for me it was on my arm
nt my bum

after that...
while we were waiting for beybe to pay the bills n stuff
me n my star n cherry played around in the emergency room..
sort of a healing process for me
we played around with aalll the gadgety thingamabobs
cheked each other pulse
temperature
listened to our heart beats...
lol..
ADK emergency room kuda kuree
was fun
finally we came home
n andhumachah thirivee...
heheh
all in all it was a fun night..

well m out for now..
tym for me to get back to bed
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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PS. this roadha mas still rocks!!!

Roadha Majaa

2008-09-05T03:25:00.000-07:00

( innocent cherry ge gaumee aibai )

ok so reyga we fianlly gt every one together...
(well almost every one....)
haha..
my house was packed..
but was so much fun
me, my star, innocent cherry, cec, seem, rixu and of course my darlin lil baby sis...hotgurl angel....
A.K.A shaun papudi
we all gt together n played uno..
was awesome..
last night was like the best night i had in days..
after a while sum had to go..
curfews dhow..
keekuraneee dhen..
dhen me n my star n hotgurl angel n rixu watched a scary movy dat came on tv...
lol was so much fun..
n den we decided to play truth o dare..
guess who joined in..
lol...
my mom....
she asked this majaa question to innocent cherry..
"mithaa enmen therey indhaa gayah hees levijeyaa hadhaanee kihine??"
hahahah...
mom is jus too funny sumtyms...
so i ask u guys the same question..
wat wud u guys do??

haha after that...
eleven veema everyone had to go home...
but then out of no where calli-gurl invited me n my star over to thier house to play thaas with her n my beybe
so anehkaaves dhiyai..
heheh
i think my baby was realli tired but he went either ways..
hehehe
so we stayed up at calli-gurls house heheh...
n haaruves kei egeyn..
v majaa
this has been one of the best night in days...

o btw..this is the second tym my star met my mom..
n this tym he even called her mama
so happy :D
hehe
ok m out for now
will be back with more stuff later on..
gotta do my assignment
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Best Eva....

2008-08-30T13:34:00.000-07:00

lil me

hei guys...
sry its been a few days without ne updates..
jus was a lil bixy
i jus turned 19..
lol
i cant say my b day turned out how i had hoped but ...
this is by far the BEST B DAY EVA!!!!
so far i got almost all my wishes...
first of alll...

my b day cake

i gt my thitha cake...
it was so great..
with a cat n butterflies n all..
heheh
was great
thank u thithaaaa....
btw she does cakes for order
so if anyone gt any b day cake orders please let me know lol...
thitha makes great cakes..
**hint hint**
will leave deatails of thitha cake shop later on my sidebar...
hehe

me, my star, cec, inoccent cherry, nash n jin

well our original plan was to go to hulhumale..
ekamu moosun than nudhinumuge gothun plans changed to male' ge park ah....
hehe
so we went to the park n took the food n stuff there too..
n i stuffed my fwends..
hehe
n we took pics with the cake...
so another two wishes of mine came true... :D
well almost..
since we had a lil improvising...
i stuffed my fwends n i gt all there pic together
hehe...

me, my star, beybe (levitan-pixel fucker) n jumpatu (calli-pixel fucker)

its was like a fiary land at the park..
we played ice water..
we raced...
we sang baby songs n danced..
n we played on the slides n swing..
it was like a magical retreat..
was wonderful...
i gt another wish although it was nt at the beach...
i gt all my fwends to dress up...atleast a lil...
heheh

nash dressed up as a butterfly...

hehe
so adorable..
dho dho dhoooo...

inoccent cherrry dressed up as a fiary...

lol
she dd look so inoccent...
hehe...
she looked like those fiaries in ur story books..
dhoooo

cec dressed up as a vampire...

so creeepyyyy..
she ran after me the whole night trynta scare me..
lol
hehe tryta bite my nek n stuff n stuff...
**shudder**
atlast i hid behind the bushes n she lost me..
heheh
she looked as if she jus jumped outa the tv screen dho...
lmao

beybe dressed as a cow...

MOOOOOOO...
haha
this is officially voted the best costume of the night..
lmaokas
it was so funny...
but so adorable...
lol

lol....
this is beybe trynta scare me with his mad cow eyes o...
lmao

after dat we like sang n danced
one after the other sang n dd a small show for me
inoccent cherry even sang the song for me...
guess my dat wish came true too dho...
thnk u cherry..
mwah sisy
hehehe
well...
it was awesome...
thnx guys...
its was great
u guys were hilarious

me all gondu pary vefa coz of da bis fight

after the whole thing..
we all went home
at abt 1145 o 1200
lil dd i know dat my fwends were planing a egg fight..
i was tricked into changin my clothes n taken outside my house..
lol..beybe n ash n shamath were the big ppl in dis...lol
mulhi magumathi kuda koh dhuvin..
hehe
they egged me n put flour on my head..
ON MY HEAD!!
adhives rangalhah nufilaigen miulhenee
after the whole thing me n ash n innocent cherry n beybe went to moodhu..
yea like around 0200 am
so that i cud take atleast a lil off my head dho..
now there are yellow flakes stuk on my scalp
yuck!!
so itchy
wen we gt home it was 0330 am
lol..
wat a long b day dho..
but it ddnt end there...
well...
bt dats it for now..
will post abt my present n other stuff in a lil later post
hehhe
m gone for now...
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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My Wish LIst....

2008-08-25T22:31:00.000-07:00

yyaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy......
my b day cumin again ..
cant wait...
so excited......
cant even sleep ......
lol yea ...
this is gona be my last teen b day...
yea me muskulhi vaneeee :(
but hei nt this year adhi..
m gona have furrrrrrrnnnnn....
jus hope things turn out ok
**...fingers crossed....**
ok so heres my wish list for my b day..
hehhe
here goess......

paper lamp...

teddy bear key chain thingy...

new lappy...:D

biiig thitha caaakeeeeee.....(with a black kitty on ttop)

fen badi..:D

i wana go see the hulhumale geri koshi....
O_O
....moooooooo....

kula majaa kulhen wit every one

a pic of all my fwends...together

a campfire n marshmellows

fathihu hingan dhaaaan

make a biiig meal for my fwends..n stuff them all..

wana make all my fwends dress up o wear masks at the beach..lol

me want a romantic hugy n kissy frm my star..**blush**

i wana kik ibrahims butt before he leaves fr canada the next day...

make inocent cherry sing at the beach out loud...
yayy..
(dats gona be fun)
heehe

i wana have silver baloooons.....

hehe...
well dats jus for now....
lols
ok m outie
too much excited to write anymore...
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Beybege Silly wisdom Ramblings Abt Cows....

2008-08-24T03:04:00.000-07:00

ok so this discussion with my bro hapend as we were discussin how he felt abt cows..
turns out..
hes turned on by them.. :O
lol...
n there's this big thin spider he keeps in his room dat really creeps me out,,n i said sumfin abt it ..n beybe started tellin me abt this weird theory of his that cows are actually descendants from spider o..
O_O...

so heres how it goes
the parts in the bracket are my burst outs durin this

"eythi vee gothaky
eh dhuvah...
ethy dhamun dhamun dhamun
spider dhamun dhamun gosa dhimaa vee patrick aa
dhen ai thanaa
patrick huree varah varubali vefa...
dhen patrick bunee dheebalaashey eytheege dhe fai...

( n den me burst up saying how is this leading to spiders decended from cows...)

aan ekey
patrick cows aaa dhimaa vee ey...
its evolution ey...
dhen aneh spider rangalhukamun dheneee cow ah...
koacheh tha...
cow ah
koachhe...
cow athun athulee...

( ain....... O_O )

koacheh koachehtha..
patrick athulee spider athun...
dhefai
dhen badhal v cow akah
dhen patrick kaan dhinee eychah varah gadha ah
ei eythi bali v ma
so eythi falavee
kai kai gen...
muguriha kaandhinee....
ehenve fodi jehenee...
eheve cows kany mugu riha aa fathaa echehi..
ekahala echehi"

lmao...well dat it for now..
hope u as amused as me abt this..
lol
tata...
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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My Perfect Other Half....

2008-08-22T19:20:00.000-07:00

so many tyms

have i told u i luv u
so many tyms
i have said i mished u....
bt non of my words could ever tell u how much
every voice i hear
i think its u...
every guy i see
i see as u....
i find myself jus starin into nuthn...
jus imagining u tawk..
imagining ur laugh..
imagining ur kiss
imagining feelin so safe in ur arms...
so peaceful...
so safe...
i never felt so lost in u
so high...
baby..
lately every tym u are away..
it feels as though
a part of me was riped way from me...
i feel so incomplete n so alone...
baby u are my better half...
u complete my life..
u complete my world..
u complete me.....

always urs..
ur thamberlina...
ur butterfly...
luv u so much my perfect star
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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So Much Fun....

2008-08-20T13:45:00.000-07:00

ok so iyye was like one of the best days eva...
we studied o...
yea right...
lol
we stayed inside the campus...
me ecoze prince (my star) cec n cherry...
we played ai jahaa..
lol..
we were so loud..
athuga jahaa adu ivey mulhi thanah..
lol
nimun iru enemn ge aitha huree rai vefa...assi ves vefa...
dhen we decided to go hingaalan before we went home..
but cec wanted sum icecream
so we went to buy icecream...
we bought galaxy icecream bars..
my fav icecream...hehhe
yummm...so heavenly
so eythi magumathee bomun bomun we went...
n nikuthee beyrumagah.. near trek...
n ehen dhamun baibalaakulhey thaakairiah ice water kulhen madu kuree...
hehhe
v majaaa....

(my star rock vefa :P)

dhen eight vaan hedhyma...
cec had to go home to do sum chores...
n i pomised to take cherry out shoppin..
so we went
me n my star n cherry...
i never knew any guy would ever have fun out shoppin with two gurls..
it was so much fun..
i realli do have the perfect star:D...
dhen...
after shoppin for cherry
we decided to dress up my star..
n he let us...
wow so much fun..
mulhi fihaaraiga huri ehchi try on kurevun kaneynge dho..
hehhehe
bt still he looked so great in everything..
dhen las vaatheeve ai geyah...
v majaaa...

was such a great day...
hehhehe
mirey also went out shoppin :D...
hehhe
n was so much fun toooo
:D
bt bye for now...
laters
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Da Sad Truth....

2008-08-20T01:05:00.000-07:00

i have been meaning to write abt this for a while now

but i havent been able to seat my bum dwn at the pc for long these days...
ok...
so heres the thing
at the begining of this month...
i went to kalaafaanu to help with the concert...
n i met the next generation of our youngsters...
frankly m a lil suprised...
wen i was tiny n dat age
we were so innocent
so good...
but now...
kids today are in such a hurry to grow up..
n nt in a good way..
the onli thing on these kids minds are takin bfs...
n fonikandanings to others..
like its a competion...
the one with the most bf's at the end of the year wins....
its jus so sad

one gurl told me that she was realli lucky
guess y???
she tld me it was coz she gt a kis on the cheek frm her bf...
she was baosting to me abt how she has already taken 10 boi fwends...
n she was in grade five..
her bak story..
her parents ar devorced...
jus v recently...
poor kid...
n da thing is...
her mom feels guilty her daughter may be effected coz of it...
n she lets her get way with most stuff...

another gurl....
her mom is dead...
her mom died wen she was much tinier...
she told me the story of her dead mom that day with tears in her eyes...
n now....
her gran mom takes care of her...
her dad ...dun even get me started....
her dad buys her stuff n tries to cover up for nt being around
her granmom lets her get way with most stuff coz she mighht get sad...
this tiny lil gurl who is in grade five n has her own mobile fone...
talks abt bois all the tym....
runs around after bois...
i was shocked wen i heard these kids tawkin abt these stuff...
wat has hapend to all the parenting....
wat has hapend to protecting ur kids...
wat abt the discipling these kids need to learn...
i undestand the need to protect them from their childhood trauma
but can't they be protected in a good way?..
without letting them get so out of reach that they themselves dun kno how to cum back

i asked them one by one how they knew abt these stuff..
n how they gt to know that they cud be in such a relationship...
everykids ans was jus basically the same...
they heard it from the older kids....
big suprise....

coz of these kinda tawk
even the babies n grade one are takin boifwends n gurlfwends...
imagine how these kids would be wen they finish skool...
right infront of our eyes...
the next generation is being destroyed by our own hands...
by our own youngsters...
we need to step up..
we need to get the message thru..
nt by force...nt by strict descipling...
we need to be close to these kids n tell them wats right from wrong...
parents nowadays are jus nt willing to sit their kids dwn n tawk....
at this rate...
the onli ppl cumin out from the next generations are gona be prostitutes n a heck a lotta single moms....

so many things abt this has been buzzing in my head lately...
n now wen i sit dwn to write it..almost half of it is gone...
but maybe even with this much..anyone who reads this gets wat m tryta say....
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Happy B Day Bloggy!!!!!

2008-08-19T14:04:00.001-07:00

heheh
wowwww.....
its been one year to my bloggy...
dhuvas vejje dho blog kureveythaa eheveema..
hehehhe
this bloggy has gotten me through tough tyms...
helpin me express my feelings to ppl...
i thank every one who has helped me
so many ppl da list is impossible...
but most of all thank u ma baby sis...
hotgirlangel
she was the one to introduce me to blogoshpere...
she was the one who made me post..
she was the one who tawt me how...
lmao
thnk u baby sis...:D
u awesome...

well m out for now...
all i gotta say is..
m proud to be a blogger...
n to have survived one whole year...
its the kooliest
=D
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Onli Urs...

2008-08-17T08:45:00.000-07:00

for the first tym in my life...
i feel like i am truely home...
i feel like i can finally be myself around a guy...
i know i can trust u...
baby u have become my every thing n more....
i luv u n onli u..
for ever n ever....n even after that
no matter wat ppl have said..
no matter how many tyms they tried to break us apart..
baby ur still my shining star..
ur my world..
ur my luv..
my fwend...
my family...
i wud jus die if i loose u...
luv u so much baby
n remeber my luv...
i will always be ur thanberlina
n onli urs...
forever.....

luv u always my star
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Wittle Thaby Adventures....

2008-08-16T03:11:00.000-07:00

ok so last thursday dho
biiiig daaay
v v v v exciting.....
i went to a resort over nightah for the first tym...
it was so kool...
i think da name of the resort is called club faru...
dhiyaeeee.....
me ibbe levitan-pixelfucker(my bro) n calli-pixelfucker(my vaan ulhey faharee)...n her parents..
boi dats a mouthful..
hehehe...
^_^
was so sooo koool...
we went there on thursday haveeru n came bak friday haveeru...
i got sum realli kool pics...
chek em out...

my steps on the island soil...:D
heheh...

dis is our roomge dhorumathi...
lol...
hehhehe....

dis is me inside the room....
dressing table kaireega
its was taken jus before goin to dinner....
dinner was so awesome...
so much food
so delicioous...
i ate aloooot....i mean ALOT!!
i officially had the best barbacued chiken eva :D..
yummmm**day dreams abt the chiken**
hehehe....

dats the pool...
aslu ehaa clear picture eh nunegunee...
coz i was shivering....
my hand were shakin so much..
pool ah eruneeves dhanvaru twelve thirty...
so imagine the cold
hehe...
but still...
v majaa no one was there
so we got to have our fun ...
adiyah dive koh
dive alhaa...
treasure hunt kulhe..
although the pool was nt that deep...
its was a load of fun
pool in ereee like three thirty ga
lmao
eri iru baeh meehun ge gaige bai bai madhukoh kuree...
kekekke
erey thiben ulhuneeves heylaa...
ekamu room ah gos fenveri gothah enmen flat vee...
i was gona sta6y up n chat with ma star...
ekamu fonu ga ovaa nidhuneee...
he tucked me in from the fone
**blush**
hehe...

this is ma half eaten breakfast...
nukevifa huri bai...
i ate so much...
i even went for seconds...
yea yea keymaatu mee...^_^
its a wonder m still thin

after break fast we all headed to the pool again...
n played water polo
boi kudhin vs gurl kudhin
we won...lol
aslu it was me n calli vs my bro..
hahah...
we even made fwends with sum of the tourists dat tym :)...
n had sum fun with a lil kid in the pool...
heheh
was da kooliest..

lunch was terible....
but i still ate a lot...
i had a very deliciuos meatball curry eh...
hehe..
n ice creams n stuff...
was kool
ekamu huree nidhiburaanthi kaifa...
cofee ehves boan ulhunin ekamu i was feelin too tired n aslu boa hih kendunee...
after luch we discovered our ride bak home had left early..
so we were delayed...
so we all went to our rooms n packed our bags...
n faharaku meeheh endhumachah thiri vamun vamun gos enmen na nidhuneee...lol
hehe...
dhen four vithanaa...
enmen kolhah jehije furan vegen...
hehe...
every one ran around to do there last minute packin..
cute kat nimigen ineebeyru swing

yea the swing was my enme fav place to be during the whole trip...
it was by the beach...
like nearly in da beach were u can sit there n get ur feet wet in tha ocean...
so magical...
its was beautiful...
i sat there most of the tym tawkin to ma star on the fone...
hehhe...
it was the one place were i felt so close to him... :)

dhen ethaaga gehlifa indhaa enmen came to get me to go
coz the dhoani arived...
we had to hitch a ride on a dhoani to hulhumale n take a ferry bak to male'
male' eri thanaa heeve like reality slapped u bak in da face hen...
was wierd...
i felt like i was gone for almost a week...
its wa s a short trip but so much switchin n stuff
i suffred motion sikness...
jus hate the feeling...
but all in all it was a great trip...
v majaaa....
but i miised ma fwends n ma star so much...
m glad to be back..

well...
dats it for nw...
gota go lay ma head dwn
so damn dizy...
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Sparkles...

2008-08-12T11:44:00.000-07:00

ok so for the past few days dho...
so bzzzzzzzzz....
runing bak n forth....
**phew**
lil glad its over though
me was doing this dance thingy for kalaafaanu concert..
it was so much fun...
i made new fwends....
improved my knowledge on how to deal with ma students...
it was awesome...
our item was great..
i m proud of the gurls...
they were fabulous...

but mihaaru nimuneema v mis vey ....
they were the most adorable bunch of gurls...
m takin sum of dem to da park dis saturday ekamu
lmao
they are so nawty ekamu...
dey actually inspired me to write an article n gone be posting soon
well hope u like it...
me out for now
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
...........................

PS. later monday night i found out kafaball is a actually a boi boi kafaball.....big suprise der..

Kafaball.....

2008-08-11T00:37:00.000-07:00

ok so i have been wanting to write abt ths for a lil dhuvaskolhu...
konme dhuvahakuves ol vefa liyan kamah ulhenee...
ekamu dhoo.....
hehhe
**blush**
well...
its big newwws...

i finally brought kafaball home
kafaball is my pet baby bunny
i saw her one day at a pet shop n jus fell in luv with her...
(althought now m begining to doubt wether its a she..)
so ungulhey anandhen ekamaku madukohlee...
me my star n cec n jimo beybe n shuga n jausabeybe n master went one night...
ungyulhey feshuneema
but ethaaga maa agu bodu kamunves dho..
n hurihaa agu heyo koh huri thanthanun huree hus vefa..
so aneh dhuvahu fihaara ah gos ganan ninmaigen geyah ai...
hehhe

so gos i bought her the next morning...
n i finally got kafaball home...
even on day one kafaball became v popular in my house
n with my fwends families...
my mom who secretly took away my pet cats wen i wsent around..
is in luv with kafaball
n my bestfwends...
their lil sis n baby bros went craxy...
mihaaru cutekat egeythakah dhaakonme dhuvahaku
dhey keep crying to bring kafaball home...
lmao...
sumtimes i think they prefer kafaball more than me... :|
n even my baby princez ana n prince of screams al keep telin me to bring kafaball...
ekamu adhi nudhevey...

so aigothah ais...
i first took it to kalaafaanu...
to show to the kids n the teacher
(y kalaafaanu i will tell u inda next post...:P)
n peed in my bag...
den kafaball spent half the day with her new daddy...(my star) at his house...
n peed on him...
lmao...
den she spent sum of the night at cec house were cec baby sis (tiny angel)
fell in luv with her.. lol
n at her house also kafaball peed on their sofa...
kekekkeke
n den on da way bak home...
kafaball n i stopped by shuga house were they all went craxy...
even shuga tried to run off with kafaball..
hahhaha...
lmao
next on da list is kookudhatha house...
to see baby princez ana n prince of screams al lol...
heheh
yea yea apointment hadhaafa dho...
hehehe
well me out for now...
see ya laters...
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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So Perfect...

2008-08-09T10:40:00.000-07:00

feelings so strange...
feelings so pure..
i tawt i have been in luv before
but never felt as i do now...
i find my self...
smiling for no aparent reason...
singin to myslf ...
humin to tunes i dun even know existed...
i giggle n laugh wen m alone...
i dono wat sorta magic has cum over me...
all those scars...
all those pain caused before..
everything seems to have left me..
like everything has healed....
i feel like i have never been so happy...
never so confident
everything around me feels brighter...
so much more meaningful
so right...
so perfect...

papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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In To Ur Arms...

2008-08-07T12:58:00.000-07:00

(pic by my baby bro..=D)

i lay myself floating
meaningless tides passes around me
carrying me away ...
i look up at the moon...
so serene
so beautiful...
stars dancing around it
letting emotions of joy n happiness in
i close my eyes....
smiling into the emptiness sorrounding me
n i sunk in to the deep sea...
and into ur arms...

papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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My Reason To Live

2008-08-06T13:57:00.000-07:00

i have spent endless nights
crying myself to sleep...
trying to comfort myself...
i have found myself trying to kill myself...
feeling so lonely n lost
as i gazed into the night sky...
i had no reason to live
no reason to try n survive..
no reason to fight for my life.
but ever since i have met u...
i have looked forward to each day
looked forward to my life...
i now find myself smilin wen i lay dwn to sleep
smilin as i look into da stars...
m no longer alone....
no longer regretting being alive..
i have u by my side....
u brought me bak
u saved me from it all....
u have become my reason to live....

papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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For U

2008-08-06T01:39:00.000-07:00

i hear my heart singing this song everytime i am with my star.....
**sigh**

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
When sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

(break and solo)

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Ur My Shining Star

2008-08-05T03:56:00.000-07:00

i feel like i'm lost with in this blindness...
so lost n lonely...
i keep reaching out for help
trying to find my way out..
i find my self holding the hands of a stranger...
leading me through the darkness
a touch so comforting...
yet so strange to my fingers...
u guide me through the darknes...
showing me the light of the stars...
i pinch myself thinking its a dream...
n then i smile to myself
my god this is real...
my heart races as u tighten ur grip on my fingers....
my breath caught in my lungs...
as i look into the night sky...
showing me the light of the stars...
i feel ur gaze up on me...
yet i dare nt turn...
i find myself wanting u..
wanting u to hold me ever so tight...
ever so safe..
forever...
showing me the light of the stars....

this ones for him.....
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Thaby Wisdom Moments...

2008-08-01T02:10:00.000-07:00

ok so dis one is abt all those social labels at skool n koleg...
i only cud remember sum...
im nt sure i gt it all but hope u like this...
hehehe
ok so first one is

THE DORKS
-----------------
ok so dork is refered to ppl dat have unsual interests...
they are silly
n act stupid most of the tym...
they act on their own rules n ways of life..
n mostly dun give a damn abt wat others think ...
dork are often so confused with geeks n nerds....
but dorks are nt dat smart enuf...

THE GEEK
----------------
now geek is a label for some one who is obssessed with their pc...
they spend every waking minute at their pc...
and they are practically geniuses in their thing
(n by thing i mean wat they are specialized in)
they sometyms also have an wierd personality too
they have no sense in fashion
and gurls dun usually find them so desirable n sexy

THE NERDS
-----------------
nerds are very similar to geeks,
but they think that geeks are boring ppl
because they dun tawk abt computer enuf..
lmao...
now nerds dun have much of a social lyf..
dey spend almost all their tym studying o playing with a computer...

THE JOCKS
----------------
now dis is my fav..
lmao...
dd u klnow tha name jocks came from the ethletes undies..
lol
'jockstrap'
now these dudes are dudes who are very into their looks...
they are showoffs with a bunch of trophies...

THE WANABE GOTHS
----------------------------
ok so these dudes...
they are probably the bunch that hangs low at gym class...
sits at a corner n stare at u creepy...
actually these dudes really have no idea what the Gothic Subculture is about...
they jus wear blak eyeliner....
too much blak lipstik...
o n a wardrobe consisting of blak clothes
o yea n u cant forget those pointy spike collars n those chains...
they will probably listen to heavy metal songs all the tym ..
n tawk abt suicide all day...

THE WANABE COOL CROWD
-------------------------------------
ok so these are the ppl that follow tha popular kids around skool...
they try to copy their dress styles..
they try to tawk tha tawk...
walk tha walk...
basically copy everything the popular kids do..
but they nt very good at it....

THE HEAD CHEERLEADERS
------------------------------------
so these bunch of gurls....
they are lyk dumb..
n waaaaay into their looks..
probably take beauty suplemets n stuff...
they have such n attitude..
n they always have to have everything their way...

THE TEACHERS PETS CROWD
---------------------------------------
this bunch of ppl are like the mis know it alls...
they are smart..
has looks...
they are such goody goody two shoes
they study way too hard...
just has to get get an A...
always sucking up to the teacher
this is a mixture of geeks n nerd n head cheerleader..
lol dats gotta be fun

THE GREEN PEACE CROWD
------------------------------------
ok this kinda crowd hangs with clubs n groups wer they try out cleaning the roads n stuff...
fighting for animal rights...
they are always runing around trynta make ppl aware abt sumthing
they mostly only hang out within their groups...
n basically they are against eating meat..
o anysorta animal killing
so basicallay they are vegetarians

THE NOBODIES CROWD
----------------------------------
these ppl basically walk around as if invisible
freaks n doofuses n wierdos fit here...
they mind their own business...
they study hard...
they make new fwends..
n they are nyc...
n they secretly have the need to wana be the popular person...

THE LOSER CROWD
---------------------------
these ppl are the sadest of all...
they get beaten up all the tym...
every one piks on them...
they are like personal slaves to those who are popular...
they wud do anything jus even so to get the popular kids to tawk to them

THE WANABE GANGSTA CROWD
--------------------------------------
ok so these dudes are the enemies of
geeks. nerds.dorks, loosers, wannabe goths..almost all of the mentioned above
all of them are victimized by these so called bullies almost every day
they have the need to show ppl their physical strength
n make others feel like crap jus so dat dey can feel important..
o powerfull
they are realli sad bunch of ppl though...
these are the ppl dat are gona end up alone one day...

but hei this is jus how i see it...
hehe...
got any other idea abt wat i wrote here
pls comment :)...

papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Kill Me Now

2008-07-31T12:07:00.000-07:00

i feel like m wasting my tym waiting around for u
u show no sign u care
no sign u want to be with me...
u show no love...
i cud die n i feel like u wudnt care
will u even miss me wen m gone??
i have seen ur lies to others..
i have seen ur fake stories...
i feel lyk jus another gurl
sumtyms its jus hard to make myself belyv u are realli with me...
i find myself comforting my heart
trying to get over all the hurtin u cause me
i keep trying to ignore tha fact that u realli dun care as much as i do...
i keep tryin to trick myself into belyving dat u dun ignore me on purpose.....
i dono how long i can go on...
m loosing my strength
m becuming weak....
im so sik n tired of pretending everything is ok
i jus dono wat to do anymore....
i dono wat to think
i dono wats right from wrong
i rather die by ur hand than endure this tourture....
kill me now...
before i do it myself.........

Dat Pizza Night....

2008-07-29T01:03:00.000-07:00

okay so...

i have been meaning to write abt this for a long tym....
its abt that one night wer i made a personal record...
i ate a whole pizza all by my self..
well aslu bet akah kuri kameh
so...
it all started one day wen the gang was at tha beach...
(n by beach i mean trek...ingey)
hehehe...
so it actually started with me n shuga wanting to eat pizza dat night...
so we decided to trik tha guys in to giving it as there treat..
lols
so ekamuge thereyn tha guys were too smart for us...
n than i asked them if i ate a whole pizza by my self...
wud they give us pizza...
n they said yes..
lol
evaguthu asemah said that i cudnt do it...
well meege kurin ves i made tha same bet with asemah..
n dat tym i sadly failed...
i ate five and a half slices..
n i threw up..
hehe...
so gangsta even joined in on tha bet....
so erey moodhun araigen kamaakan fashaafa dhiyai olive garden ah...
me shuga cec asemah n gangstar
hehe
dhamun dhamun dhiyai cupcake eh ves ganegen..
hehe
kaahithun..
they odered a biiiiig chiken n mushroom pizza(..mmm.. my fav) jus for me...
yay!! ^_^
hehehehe
so ekai kai kai...
angaves vaalhuvi....
shuga got a lil disturbed
n sat thankolheh dhuruga saying that i might throw up on her...
lmao..
eyna fahun v kada vefa iny...
she said dat jus by watching me eat it...
she felt sik...
they all kept begging me to stop ..
hehe
but still i ate it..
the last piece was a difficult one to swallow...
but i dd it...
hehe...
yay me!!=D
my tummy was so biig..
n enme fahun dhaan vandhen iny jeansge gohves naalhuvaa
**blushh..**
hehe..
i had such a big tummy..
adhi dhaanves jehunee hingaafa
lols
i tawt i wud throw up at my first step...
but i ddnt...
instead i threw up vaki hisaabakah gossa....
:P
justice building bidhoshah...
lols...
now i havent told tha guys abt this part yet...
only asemah n cec knew abt me throwing up afterwords...
hehe...
well..
either ways..
i ate the whole pizza...
n i see that as my personal record...
:D...
hehe..
even if tha guys keep saying i cudnt have eaten all of that..
lol
i was a lil supprised myself...
asemah said that i how cud so much fit into such a tiny lil me..
lols
neways....
thats dat pizza night..
hehehe
papi papi hug hug
m outy...
=D

M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Me Vs My Conscious

2008-07-28T03:23:00.000-07:00

wat am i to do...
everything is falling apart inside of me...
nuthing makes sense no more...
everything is such a mess...
my future looks shattered
my brain unable to process all of theses things...
so many bad things..
in such a lil while...
i hear myself screaming to get out
screaming to break free
my heart crumbles up everytym i get a glimpse of reality
i feel unable to trust ...
unable to luv
unable to cope with this lonliness
no one dares to try understand me..
no one dares to care...
i keep beggin to them
beggin for luv..
beggin for them to care even the least...
my heart keeps tellin me to leave them all behind
n jus go away....
but wat can i doo..
i find my self frightened
sorrounded by the loneliness i now face everyday...
i fear myself living alone..
dying alone...
all alone...

10 Things I Hate Abt U....Voice Of An Angry Heart...

2008-07-25T13:25:00.000-07:00

i hate that you always keep makin empty promises....
i hate it that u make me feel lyk m tha one to be blamed for ur negligence...
i hate that u always try to show my faults wen problems hapen...
i hate tha fact that i still luv u so much even wen u are tha reason i cry myself to sleep everynyt...
i hate u never try to comfort me wen i cry
i hate that i cant stop luving u...
i hate that i wana hate u so much
i hate that u never are around wen i need u
i hate it that u always say sory n never mean it
most of all.....
i hate that u always take my luv for u for granted.....

My Onlyn Addictions...The Confession..

2008-07-24T12:23:00.000-07:00

MIG33

so first of all cums my favrite...hell yea...
its Mig33....
hehehe....
its kool
its fun
its like i have my own lil family der...
a lil cyber family...
my bestfwends...
my bros..
my sistas...
so many close fwends...
mig33 is like my dual life...
m proud to say m addicted to it...lolz...

MXIT

ok so second of alll....yea baby
it's MXIT
why??.....coz its so private...
it awesome..
kool features...
v obi graphics....
mxit has given me so many memorable tyms
its tha best...
but then again most maldivians don even know wat mxit is...
its kinda depressin...

MSN

well third is non other than MSN itself
hehe..
well...
u all will know y anyone wud get addicted to MSN...
lols
all in all its tha kooliest...
=D

BLOGGER

welll fourth...
MY BLOGGY....
hehe my proudest addiction...
bloggin is my addiction...
my passion...
my hobby...
wat more is der to say....

FACEBOOK

den cums facebook
wat can i say...
m hooked on facebook
everyday i chek my inbox...
hehhe
ekamu evarunves i dun even accpt all tha requests n stuff ves gina faharah..
lol
but dhuvas kolheh vee ma nuhurevigen kuraanan...
hehe...
ekamu evarunves vadhe inan...

owwwkay...so wat else......
i guess dats abt it...
hehe..
m outy...
papi papi hug hug
M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Happy B Day Uncle Krevoooo....!!

2008-07-22T08:54:00.000-07:00

(uncle kreveee with his b day cake...hehe )
23.07.08

hehe

i know u will hate it wen i call u this...
:P but still...
its ur b day dhoo...
kukulhu faiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii....
mwah
happy birthday sweety...
hope u have fun on ur big day...
biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig huggies n pappiiies
**gives biiig bear huggy**
i jus wana say..
ur my precious treasure...
u took care of me wen i was in trouble...
u understood me wen i dd sumthing wrong...
u were always der for me
well almost everytym...:P
ur tha best...
m blessed that i have u in my life...
wuv u forever poke baby...
papi papi hug hug
byeee.....

M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Tagged!!!!

2008-07-21T07:14:00.000-07:00

(btw this pic reminds me of uncle krevee...lmao)

me was tagged by muuthi kokiiiiz n shiphattey

-5 things i luv-
i luv my fone....
i luv mig33 n mxit
i love the internet connection all arnd the globe....without it there be no fones...no internets...n without it i dun have ma bloggy...with out it i cant survive
i lurv my freedom and tha fact that i still live
i lurrrrv ma baby boi

-5 things i hate-
i hate cheaters, players, backstabbers....etc...dey all cum under same catagory
i hate tha fact that almost every cute guy is smoking nowadays
i hate da jelly fish that keep stingin me at trek...although i admit they are cute sumtyms...
i hate guys hu suffocate me
i hate anyone hu tries to get in between me n my bestfwend.....

-5 people m gonna tag-
cec
calli-gurl
afxoon
muthu

lilly

hehe
dats abt it
m outy...
papi papi hug hug

M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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The Ditching Cycle...

2008-07-20T08:07:00.000-07:00

ok so
i actually gt tha idea one night wen i was trying to sleep...
i went over tha cycle over n over gain..
nafter a few minnutes it came together
n it made sense...
hehehe
so here it is

STAGE ONE
--------------------
ok so at this stage is those days wen koleg firsts starts
o tha bigining of a nrew sem
the student attends all tha classes...
she is very punctual n attentive...

STAGE TWO
--------------------
ehen dhamun gos
oneday.....
she accidentally over sleeps
maybe she was up doing a project o an assignment...
so she ends up missing her early morning class...

STAGE THREE
----------------------
so at this stage
she stays up late the night before...
wakes up on tym
butr has a dire need for sleep....
n decides that its ok to miss one more class..
n that it wont effect her attendance average....
so she intentionally ditches her class

STAGE FOUR
--------------------
at this stage...
she feels satisfaction from all tha good sleep...
n starts to ditch classes more frequently...

STAGE FIVE
--------------------
at this stage an accumulation of subconscious guilt starts to occur
so she starts to amend her behavioral patterns....
she starts attending classes regularly again....
achieving perfect attendance

and so tha cycle goes on.....
hehe..
well i think this is tha case in most ppls skool life...
lol
well m out for now
be bak with more later
hehe
papi papi hug hug

M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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M Back

2008-07-16T06:11:00.000-07:00

hei guys srry dat der was no new posts...
its jus dat my net connection kendifa
wat a bummer...
:s
v vaiii
**sigh**
so much to write abt
so much to tell
cant wait to post
well m back now
so many posts shall folow..
lmao
well adios...
papi papi hug hug
thnx for all the comments...
hehe

M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Cheating Women....

2008-07-10T00:31:00.000-07:00

ok so heres the thing abt women hu cheat
in other words hu most ppl refer to as "badi" or "sluts "
y they are called so i will never understand

so this part is basically abt the goin on discussion in blogshper abt wat badi realli is
in my beleif...
"badi" and "sluts" are just labels used by ppl hu feel sumwat jealous
or even angry towards sumone
basically coz of a guy...or coz of a fight over a guy
to tell the truth ..
i think it was started by gurls hu felt insecure and angry
frankly its jus sad
even tha idea of gurls callin gurls badi is laughable...
hehe
if u call another gurl badi...then wat does that make u??

i admit that its ok to call a gurl "a slut" o "a badi"
if she goes around sleepin with every guy they meet
or...
if she is walkng around breaking guys hearts jus to get over her extreme bordom
for her own amusement

in my view...
men often call women they are "badi o "slut"
wen at sumpoint in life
that gurl may have refused him...
o left him for his own agnorant behaviour
sounds kinda unfair don it
wat shud we gurls call u guys wen u cheat on us o break our hearts....
"bidi???"
"basturd??"
"badi??"
u tell me...
if such a label can be planted on a gurl
why cant the same apply for men...
o is there a name for guys like this that i do not know of??...
i ask myself this question everyday...

well...anyways bak to tha real point where u guys criticise us so much for
"why do sum women cheat??"
truthfully,
its mostly coz of u guys
i dun mean to sound all feminist here
i admit there are gurls hu deserve the badi label
n also those hu cheat for no aparent reason....

but still...
its mostly coz of how guys treats them...
sorry to tell u...
but dats jus how it is...

you may have heard endless stories abt how gurls have run off to another guy
n hw broken up the guy was coz of dat gurl...
do they ever say y tha gurl was gone..nt realli
all there is dat..
the gurl saw another guy..
a much cuter one...o sumthing n left ey
eesh y dun u guys grow up

frankly i kinda pity tha fools
they are jus too arrognt to admit to there mistake...
then again hus evr does

women are actually ashamed to admit they cheated o in the least tawk abt it
thats why u never knw the real story
i belyv that the story must be heard from both the sides to know the actual truth

ne ways...
i think that most women cheat because they feel like there is no other way
and why is dat
women have emotinal needs that most men fail to understand o fulfill
and those guys hu read this n feel threatened that ur gurl might run off...
dun suffocate them...
coz too much attention can drive away a women aswell..
common knowledge shows that if a guy is possesive
the gurl is much more likely to end up hating the guy

i know by now most of you guys reading this post will probably be hating my guts
frankly wen it cums to this..i don care...

don judge us by stories u hear....
give us a break
our lives are hard enuf as it is
and also....
remember this...
u guys do it more than gurls do...
u are the reason gurls started it....
y isnt that story such a big deal...???

well m out...
hehehe
papi papi hug hug

M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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Thaby Wisdom Moments!!!

2008-07-03T06:55:00.000-07:00

hei boi boi kudhin...
this ones for u doofuses out der...lol
so have u ever wondered why gurls try to make you jealous....
n jealous nuveema rulhi anaane u guys dheke
n jealous vee ma ves bae faharu rulhi aadhe dho..
u might think salaamatheh nethey dho...
but u stupid fellows don really get it
dat jus means that gurls want u to pay more attention to them...

CAUTION:
dis is only in cases were ur girlfwend is tha one trying to make u jealous ingey...
if it is another girll....
it dun mean they want u to cum to her...
o wants to make u jealous
its means "leave me alone" most of tha tym...
so beware!!!

ok so wat u doofuses can do is...
show them u luv them..
show them u care
buy roses for her with out any reason...
take her out for a romantic walk....
maybe even do sumthing to supprise her...
like u cooking her a small candle lite dinner...
cum on...
u cant say dat u dont have atleast one romantic bone in ur body dho
gurls jus do this coz they want more attention frm u
coz they want to make sure u still care for them
like u dd wen u first started goin out n stuff
take this frm a gurllll
lol...
pamper ur gurls a lil..
u will see tha results...;)
in more ways than one....
hehehehe
papi papi hug hug

M- M
(- _ o)
-( O )-
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My Horrible Leg Burn

2008-07-03T06:19:00.000-07:00

ok so last friday..
v majaa dhuvaheh....
hehe.....
y wudnt it be dho....weekend eh viyaa
hoonu gadgakun dho ekamu..
but goody for me that every friday me n da gang go to tha beach....
dhen ehenve nikuthee dhuvaalan...
to pass tha tym till three...
nikumefa i wanted to chek out sum biker gloves..
so escape ah vadhely...
vanan vegen cyk in fai ban ulhumuge thereyga....
my leg touched tha silencer.... :s
**ouch**
still hurts....
aslu cyk in feybi iru ...
my leg rangalhah bimuga nujehey...
so fai binmachah reach kohli gadeega jehunee....
lol...dhen avahah funmaaly cyk in....
v bodah iny fihifa ekamuves...
.dhen avaha geyah aisa beys heky....
ekamu evarunves geyah ai escape ah vadhefa...
lolz

my fihifa in than....:(...so biiig

o n friday ga ehen fai bahataigen ves moodhah dhiyain..
fenu thereyga ehaa thadheh nuvey so it felt good..=D
ok so.....
then anekaa ves tuesdayga araigen vareh ga moodhadh dhiyai
gos v sakarai jehin...
me n shuga wrestled...
hehehhe
shuga says she won but we both fell ekoh..:P
lolz...
dhen dhemyhun vetun gadyga burn vefa in thanuga meehaku maabaarah ai levunee... o_o
so burnvefa in skin nehtunee..
fahun thadhuvaan hedhyma ingunee ves
so avahah birun ery..
lolz..
dhen geyah aisa raibeys jehy ethaa.....
mihaaru iny faaru hikifa
ekamuves hingaairu v thadhuvey :(
biruveri meehege loleh hen iny faadakah..:P
hehehe...

my evil eye vatharu scar...

aslu enme bodah dheravany bodu scar eh inaane theeve...
a biig ugly scarrr....
ugh!!!...
well...
dats for now...
hehehe
papi papi hug hug

M- M
(o _ o)
-( O )-
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my broken goodbyes

2008-06-30T04:42:00.000-07:00

my loabi baby boi,

this will probably be tha last letter i write to u....

i actually cant belyv dat i have let my self fall so deeply in luv with u.
m sory i did..
n m sory i still do.
i guess it wud have been better if we had jus stayed fwends.
at least i wud have been able to spend more tym with u...
gotten to know u more....
but i guess theres nt much room for anything like dat to happen now is there??

i have missed so much in da past many months...
missed u as if a part of my body had been taken away from me..
i have made up excuses jus so dat i can tawk to u...
jus so i can even tawk abt u
i know its pathetic....
but i cudnt stop myself frm doing so...

i have tried so hard to get over u..
tried so hard to fight my luv for u..
but i guess i fail at that too..
jus as i have failed to gain ur luv....

m sry if i have been a burden to u sumhow..
m sry if i caused any troubles for u...
i lurv u always...
m still waiting by my door step
with that jelly in my hand....
luv u always

= ur baby gurl =

Truely Forever N' Ever.....

2008-06-24T14:09:00.000-07:00

this is a story that was once told to me by a fwend of mine...this story truly brought out tha meaning of tha phrases..."i will always love u n be here till i die..n even after that.."....so here goes..

each year he sent her roses, with a note saying

" i love you even more this year,
more than last year on this day.
my love for you will always grow
with every passing year. "

she knew this was the last tym that the roses wud appear,

she thought. he ordered roses in advance before this day... her loving husband dd nt know that he wud pass away....

he always liked to do things early, way before the tym. then, if he got too bz, everything wud work out fine.

she trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase, then set the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face. she wud sit for hours in his favorite chair, while staring at his picture and the roses sitting there

a year passed by and it had become her fate to live with out her husband in loneliness and solitude.

then, on the very hour on valentines...the door bell rang and there were roses sitting by her door...she looked at them in shock.

she rang the flouriest shop and protested as to why sumone wud do this to her causing her such pain....the flouriest shop owner answered..." i know ur husband passed away more than a year ago..i knew u wud call n wud want to know..."

"the flowers u received today were paid for in advance. your husband always planned ahead. he left nuthn to chance. there is a standing order that i have on file down here and he has paid well in advance. u'll get them every year.

there is also another thing.....he wrote a special card.

he dd this years ago. if i was to find out that hes no longer here, i was to send tha card the following year." she thanked the florist n hung up the fone.

tears were now flowing hard. her fingers shook as she slowly reached for the card. in side the card was a note. she read it in silence....

"hello my love,
i know its been a year since i have been gone
i hope it hasent been too hard for you to overcome
i know its very lonely,
and the pain is very real...
or if it was the other way i know how i wud feel

the love we shared made everything so beautiful in my life
i loved u more than words cud say
u were the perfect wife
u were my fwend n lover
u fulfilled my every need

i know its only been a year...
but please try nt to grieve
i want u to be happy even wen u shed ur tears...
that is why the roses will be sent to u for years..
wen u get these roses
think of all the happiness that we had together
and how both of us were blessed

i have always loved you and i know i always will
but my love,
u must go on....
u have sum living still
please try to find happiness while living out ur days.
i know its nt easy,
but i hope u will find sum way

the roses will come every year
and they will only stop wen ur door is nt answered
when the flourist stops to knock.
he will come five tyms that day,
incase u have gone out

but after his last visit he will know without a doubt
to take the roses to the place were i instructed him
and place the roses where we are together once again."

sumtyms in lyf , u may find that special fwend, someone hu changes ur lyf jus by being a part of it, someone hu makes u laugh untile u cant stop, someone hu makes u belyv dat there really is sum good in da world, someone hu convinces u that there really is an unlocked door...
jus waiting to be unlocked...
reach out...
u never know wat u may get...
o wat u may find..
papi papi hug hug
=D

Walking Away...

2008-06-24T13:30:00.000-07:00

i have nuthn left in me
except tha loneliness of betrayal
emptiness sorrounding...
having to face it alone......
having been so embarassed
having had lost so much...
so much taken away from me
with jus a blink of the eye
every thing was gone..
all my happiness
i have no choice
but to leave u behind
and walk away....
hope sum day u will understand.....

dis is a poem dat i found today while cleaning my room..
i wrote it way back wen i was in skool...
posted with a few improvements...
hope its still ok..
papi papi hug hug
=D

Wat A World.....

2008-06-23T04:32:00.000-07:00

so many troubles in da world..
so much pain..
so much cruelty...
endless crimes..
murders
rapes...
kidnappings...
so many that i dont even know words to describe them...
wat can i say...
wat can i do....
so many godless places in da world...
so many ppl trapped
so many inoccent ppl killed in da name of righteousness..
i wish i can save them...
i wish i can do sumthing abt it....
but..
seeing all those ppl...
listening to their stories...
i thank god that i have it so easy...
my own freedom...
my own life...
my family n fwends safe....
i am thankful....
may god help them all
amen

too many reality based movies n too much free tym can realli make a person think....noontha??....
stupid boring holidays...
well...
me gona run off now..
papi papi hug hug
=D

Tha Champions - Day Four Of Celebrations

2008-06-18T00:39:00.000-07:00

day four..
erey dho dhuvaalan nikume ulhenikoh fenunee
asemah mengey kaireega bodu beru jahan ulheythan..
so avahah shuga ah gulhaigen eyna nerunee..
eynayah kaan dheegen nikuthee...
me n shuga n gangstaarr...
asemah had to go to offyc...
so he decided to drop me off to tha first stop...
so nikuthee...
erey dhen dhuvaali thanaa fenijje ehen thaneh vess...
so we decided to chek that place out..
turned out it was gangstarr ge fwendun thake kuraa kamakah..
so we stayed there...
kuliakah kiyan fashaafi dhangadey men ananee ey...
gosa ehy iru fake meehun hedhigen aranii..dhen even ganstarr decided to be akram...n eyna ves ery..n we were suddenly tha football stars wives o :P..lmao
n emyhun nikui iruves cute kat n shuga gendhiyai isse n dhangadey ge wife o kiyaafa
security circle ah vadhaagen...
rangalhah ethanah nuvahdevey hurihaa enmen jumped on each other..heheheh
avahah tha guys pulled us away ..n avahah cute kat men nukuthee...
hehe...v majaa

dhen ekantha nimuneema cyk ga thin meehun nataalee.....
yea eh cyk ega thin meehun...
vaki hisaabakah dhevunu thanaa asemah gulhee...
so asemah aima we all decided to go to tha next spot...
it was sumwhere near STO
ethaagaves v majaa...
cute kat erey asemahge kondumachah araa indhegen neshee..lol
ethaaga ulhunu oppo noon enmen team ge..
ulhunin fot eh nagan ves...ekamu lass vaatheeve ai...

next we went to asemah mengey kurimachah..
v obi ethan...
i really had to peeee....
so furathama ery egeyah..
hehehhehe
n faibithanaa shamsu aa ves dhimaa vi
dhen nikumefa shuga men hoadhee..
v majaaa....
halhey lavaaleemey...
we even tried to get asemah to dance with a gurll
eyna ladhuvethikamun dho...
eyna yaka nukerun...
pakaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaass...

dhen 12:30 v ma ai....
las vee dho...
hehe...
ekamu varah mmajaa rey eh
hurihaa kameh nimeytheeve v dhera ekamuves...
konmekamakah nimun anaanethaa dho...
neways..congrats teamm...
we are proud of u....
GO TEAM GO!!!....
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!
U THA BEST!!!
papi papi hug hug
=D

Tha Champions - Day Three Of Celebrations

2008-06-18T00:23:00.000-07:00

day three...team male' ai....
midhuvahu furathama we had no plans to go out haveeru..
jus reygandu beyrah nikumelan..
so we were eating n neighbour eh..also my moms close fwend said lorry burujahan dhaan anaasho..
so i said yes..
eyru me cec wer home..n shuga eyru ananee...
so tyming was perfect...
jus had to go to cec ge home n change in to sumthing red..
hehehehhehe
so we went..n hama ai thanaa i found out my baby princez men ais ulheykan..
so emyhun dheytho balan dhiyai...
n ionly dshe n her cozinn cud cum...
so we decided to take them..
we forgot they were tiny n varah avahah biru gana kan..:P
two mins ves nuve baby princez birun roan feshy..
so e dhemyhun baalaigen me n hot gurl angel dhuvefa dhiyai emyhun geyah laan..
n anekaa dhuvefa beyrmagah nikuthee
emyhunaa dhimaa vetho lorry ah aran
but dhima eh nuvi..dey ddnt even cal...
so we walked around a lil n dhuvaa park kaireega madukuree
ehenmthibaa we met sum fwends...mathiu n bambooo...
they called shuga for us n told them to cum...
so ethaaga vaivefa thiby...exercise kuraa park therey...
ehen thibaa lorry aima araigen dhiyai...
n dhiya gothah geyah dhiyai...
v dhera v
ekamuves gadha kohfa enmen dhiyai artificial ah..
bamboo told ah edhimaalu v majaa hunaane yo..
so ethanah dhiyai...

v salhi ethaa S.O.F ves ai lorryga
we were ofcoz screaming oour lungs out..
dhen varubali vegen artificial thereah vanee..
ehen thibaa maa halheylavaa adu gadha vee ma dhiyai aekaa..
its was cz tha team was cumin..
hehehhee
so team balafa halheylavaafa....
alhaadhiyaima ves...cec ge lil sis...tiny angel vejje ashfaq balan..
lmao
dhen lorry fahathun anekaa dhuvee..
lol bodu train eh hadhaigen enmen dhivai gathee...
dhuvamun dhuvamun dhiyai dhen dhuvaa park kiriah..
enme fahun tiny angel ah fenunu..
so dhen ethaa grass machah enmen vetigathee...
ethaa rest kohfa tag kulhen feshy...
hehe...
eyah fahu dhen geyaa dhimaalah hingaigathee..
so we all went home to my house...
eyrun baby princez men ulhenee dhandah dhaan
so emyhunaa ekyga gose vaneee dhandah..
hehe..
with my aunts n ppl...aslu hot gurl men fahathun dhiyai...
n ethaa araa thibee halheylavan...
v majaa...
after that we each went home.. to rest n fahun nikunan...

after that cec aa ekyga nikuthee hingaalan coz she had to go hoime early...
n dhen geyah anamun gangstarr aa dhimaavegen thin meehun raraigen cyk dhuvee...
was awesome..
so we came home n shuga govaigen asemah nagaigen hingaigathee...
dhen asemah aa ekyga ves threesome gothah cyk dhuvee:P..lmao...v majaa...
dhen we had to go to airport to pik up beybe coz he was cumin bak...
so 12:30 vee ma enmen dhiyai...
so ereyge celebration ended...
to be continued koh ninmaalaanun..
papi papi hug hug
=D

Tha Champions - Day Two Of Celebrations

2008-06-18T00:11:00.000-07:00

dhen on day two....
anehkaaves enmen nikutheee reygandu...
me, shuga, cec, n gangstarr...
erey ulhunee hingaa fa
beyrumagah nikumefa....
gangstarr bunefi dhen anna lorry akah aran vaane ey..
dhen...
ethanun dhiya lorry akah ery..
n erey lorry dhuvan dhiyai....
wowww.....
it was tha best...
v majaa...
n it was with complete strangers....
v baarah dhuvy e lorry n feybi iru pootho ah thahduvey..
neither one of us except gangstaarr cud feel our pootho...coz he was standing up...
n lorry in feybee kuda henveyrah...near dine n dine...
ethaa varah mmajaa nagaa eyru...
we met a fwend of ours..bamboo n cupcake too..
so ethanuga nahshaa sakarai jeheee....

dhen egadyga asemah ah gulhaagen eyna ves genain..
genesa we decided to hit every place dat night (that was celebrating that is...)..
after that kuda henveiru place we went near this surf point kaireega oi bodu beru thanakah..
dhuvefa ulhuneeves saik in faibaagen...
ethaatherey gossa nashaalaafa dhuvefa nikumefa
ehenthanakah dhaan nataalee....
v kikuga...
kekekke
dhen dhiyai flat kaireega oi bodu beru thanah
ethaaga ves gos hutaafa nashaalaafa avahah nataalee...
n then we went to galolhu kanmathi...
ethaaga oi show eh ...
they gt sum band to perform..v salhi..
ethaaga ves nashee ....

kuli akah vai vee..
maa las vee ma n was too tired...
eyru huree one vefa...
so avahah geyah dhiyai...

that concludes our second might..
kurkohlumah fahun vagutheegothun vakivelan..
anburaa anaanun third part aa akuga..
papi papi hug hug
=D

Tha Champions - Day One Of Celebrations

2008-06-17T22:46:00.000-07:00

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYY!!!
WE WON!! WE WON!!!!
RAJJE MOLHUVEE YOOO!!!
IN YOUR FACE INDIAA.....:p
hehehehhehe
ok so ..
i have been waiting to make this post till every one was done with tha celebrations...
so dat i cud write abt it all..
i had tha best four days...in months...
so much celebrations....
dhivehinge joshaaa foari mifaharu dhakaifi dho....

ok so during tha past few days..
every tym i went out to tha road
it felt as though that we were celebrating an eid o sumthing..
never in my life have i ever seen anything like thiis happen in maldives.....
like everrrrrrrrrrr.........
hehehe..

ok so i wana tell every one abt tha amazing things we dd..

so staarting with night one....on tha day of tha match

match balan indhefa nikuthee...
bodu screeen eh kairiah dhaan kamah..hehe
e dhuvahu kurin moodhah gossa i was at shugas house...
so asemah aima fahun dhiyai..n geyah gossa change kohgen nikumevun iru match nimenee..
so we went dhuvan...to see more places n take sum picx..
n goal jehithanaaa baivaru meehun dhuvefa magu machah eryyyy....lol
v salhi egadeega..
dhen dhuvamun dhuvamun goss beyrumagah nikumevun iru magumathi furenee eyru...eki dhima dhimaalun meehun nikunanee....
every one with flags n red t shirts...
it was amazing...
n salhi adhi egadeega varey ves vehen feshy..boa boa kon....
v majaa...
erey adhi dhiyai tha most salhi dj i have ever seen..
gaumee lavainge dj eh..:P...
well wasent exactly like on..
ekamuves...
ethanun i met my fwend m.i n ethaa thiby sakarai jahan
n nesheee...
n dhen nimen kairi veema we went to dhuvan again....
we drove around taking picx tha whole night...
well dats for now...
to be continued koh kuru kohlaanun
papi papi hug hug
=D