in life there rarely cums a time wen u are so in love with your closest friends...or maybe even in love with a close friends friend...well have u?? its not easy is it. especially wen the one u is with sum one else...well get this ...try to imagine how u would feel if u know she loves u too...n yet shes still with that guy.can u??.... well i have been through this....but i my case im the girl caught in the middle...what can i say...it just happened but till this day even i haven't left my boyfriend..m still with him.but even now i still think of him.how he talked to me, how he comforted me.. how he had kissed me that first day v had a proper conversation...o yes we kissed...n it never felt so good ...so right...i remember the smile he gave me after he did so...i remember the look in his eyes...i never seen such love n care in any body's eyes before...well by now a little voice might be crying out inside your head ....what a slut!! well...i don't say u cant call me that ...but i don't feel guilty for what i did...not even a little...all i got to say is y don't u judge me after u hear my side of the story
my relation ship with my boyfriend had been at the point were i cud have left him...but i waited...i didn't leave him...i didn't have the heart...i regret doing so more than u can imagine. we were having problems. there didn't go time we weren't fighting when we were alone...n hurt each other constantly...but in front of my parents and family he acted as though nothing had happened. but my tears and sorrow was showing all too well to my mother...my family came to know of our problems..at first they all blamed me too..i wanted to leave him for good...let him go...i wanted to be free of him....he turned every thing around on me...now m the one who is responsible for the problems v were having...he blamed me..every one blamed me. he make himself so distant from me that i don't even know him...n he turns it on me...i began to hate him..
as days went going past like dis...slowly every one started to learn the truth about what was really happening...they all starts talking about him...they tell me about all the dirty secrets of his betrayal that they had known about him...they guided me to hate him even more..my family encouraged me to leave him....i was gonna do just that....
and then i met my unforgettable...at a party...every one dancing having the time of there lives...it was like heaven to me there...dancing the night away to loud music was always been the best thing to forget about my troubles and have a good time...and it did work..i had a great time that night...but he had left off with all the guys that night so i didn't really get a chance to actually meet him...it was later that i even noticed that i had even danced with him....(well...wen i say this you'll think that it was drinking.....please know that i don't drink and don't intend to either plus there was no alcoholics there....)
as usual wen i got bored at home the next day, so i called my bro who lived next door and went over to have sum fun with him while he was cleaning up after the party but to my surprise he weren't alone....he had two friends with him...one is now mi little sisters boyfriend..n it was him... my Mr.unforgettable... there he was walking around just in his trousers ....well...he was a bit sweaty but he was looking HOT!!!...i still remember him dancing around the terrace to the songs..well u get the picture..at first i didn't even talk to him...well who cud u blame i did really know him...to me he was just one of bros friends...well...we had a fun time...v started to chat after five minutes o so talking to him felt like ....like.... i was chatting to a friend i known for a long time...we had fun...we joked...(btw he told me his name it was krev...)
bro also invited over some of his girl friends who had been at the party the other night...well..since i didn't really know den i decided to stay aside and just watch the fun. it was fun...so i took out mi phone and started taking pictures....which was really fun because they didn't want there pictures taken i was sitting on a window that was to the terrace...and them suddenly i had goosebumps on my neck ...i felt a soft voice whisper in my ears...."what r u doing??"....i turned around and krev was rite behind me bending over...he was standing so close that my breath was caught in my lungs..but i just gave a little laugh n showed him mi phone which i was using to take pics n video clip of everyone fooling around n den i playfully pointed the phone at him and he hid behind me grabbing by my waist...at that point i felt as if an electric shock was sent through my whole body...and den he said.."if u don't
stop that I'll tickle u"...well i weren't gonna let a chance to have his pic get out of my hands.....plus i was in a giddy mood so i decided to be a little playful...so i said to him "im not ticklish" n gave him a little giggle...n den he said in a very mischievous tone "ok den I'll bite ya" n gave me a little wink...but i pointed the phone at him again...well i didn't seriously think he was going to bite me...but he did he hid behind me again n gave a little bite on the side of my waist...i yelped out...but at that moment one of the girls cam in to the room behind me n started talking to him. she locked the doors as though to hide from the others..and pulled the curtains of the window i was sitting on behind me..but he still poked his head through the curtain and peeked over my shoulder i made funny rem,arks on things he said and laughed...but after a lil while he went behind the curtains and didn't poke back his head...so i got a little curious and peeked to the other side of the curtain...what i saw hurt my feelings ...i don't know y..i got a bit jealous..from what i saw it seemed as though they were a couple...so after i saw that i tried not to be so bothered about it but it bugged me at the back of my head. but i thought it was for no reason so just let it go...den wen the others noticed they were gone..i pointed my finger inside n they all started to yell out to them teasing them...so i thought this would be fun to video n take pics and show later n have a good laugh about it...so i poked mi phone in there n took a few snaps...den after a while the guys stopped and went on to there own bit of fun...
i even poked my heads inside n decided to bug them...they seemed kinda busy. the krev was hugging the girls waist n den i said "oops" very loudly that they jumped n started to act like they were just having fun in there..well i weren't fooled...after a while all the guys started to bang on the door...i looked in again this time they were walkin around the room...and then wen i poked mi head back in again after a few minutes they were on the bed...hugging each other n they heads their faces covered with a pillow...my bro poked his head through the window ..n saw them n told me to give him space to go in...he yelled out n jumped through the window into the room,,,n i ran in with him he went to open the door...one of the guys came running in complaining he wanted to go to the bathroom...and ran upstairs. i couldn't help but giggle.. krev quickly looked up from under the pillow n wen he saw me pointing the camera at him. he quickly went under the pillow again
i just couldn't help my self....i started talking there picture...every one did...the girl finally had enough and got up saying she had to go back to the office... lucky her she got a call from the office just den saying so...she quickly gathered her stuff and went with one of the guys...after that the guy called me and asked me about the pics and wanted to see them..he asked me to cum over to the bed i told him no n said that i was lazy..but the truth was i was scared to sit close to him...but he kept insisting,,,part of me wanted me to...
i stood up n walked over to the bed and sat at the far end and handed him out mi phone and showed him th e pics... but he kept cumin closer n closer and set so close that i cud feel his breath on my shoulder..i shuddered...i couldn't take it so i moved a little..den my bro jumped on the bed began joking around and stuff... then cam the point that with all the fun i started feeling comfortable around him...but by then every one was starting to leave... my bro left to go to the bathroom and every one started going out to the terrace...we were left alone in the room the krev lay down on the bed ..behind me....i started teasing him with my phone again...he hid a pillow...den i took away the pillow n he grabbed mi hand and hid behind me...i told him to let go...but he said no...and bit my hand softly...i jumped...n then he gave me a kiss there...what i felt at that moment i cant even describe i looked at down at him... he just gave me a smile..he lifted himself on his one elbow an turn to me...he sat up and looked at me.... i blushed and hid my face in a pillow i had in my hand...and den he did what i would have never expected...he kissed my ear n licked it... i felt like i was floating off....with out knowing i closed my eyes n i was floating...before i knew it he was turning my head at him and kissing me...and i couldn't Believe i let him...after dat i again hid my face under the pillow...dis time again.. he turned my face to his and kissed me passionately i nearly melted..
i jumped wen i heard the sound of my bro...i turned around and looked at him...he looked at me and just went on with his business...krev softly whispered to me.."what happened??" i just smiled. my phone started to ring...it was my best friend...i quickly stood up n said bi n left...with out even a glance back
out side...i met up with my best friend...i came back with her to my bro's place ...she was bored too. i wanted to see him again. but how unlucky me..he was about to leave wen i reached the door step...we again said hi...i couldn't take my eyes off him..but yet i couldn't look him in the eye. he smiled at me. and got on the cyk...he gave my tummy a little poke before he rode off...that night i told my best friend what happened...she seemed concerned about what had happened.. she told me to be careful...i told her that it probably was just a one time thing...n not to worry...i had made myself believe so...but deep inside i was wishing
the next morning i was out shopping with my bro n because bro...my cuz got a phone call..he was talking n suddenly handed me the phone..i asked who it was and he said it was krev..n that he wanted to talk to me. i smiled n took the phone..i said hi...n he started talking to me.....i went around shopping while i was on the phone...but den i told him to call me on my phone to talk to me n gave the phone to my coz...i didn't know he would really cal me...he did..and again v talked v talked and talked..v were on the phone for like an hour or so ...and at some point he said he loved me...i took it for a tease n said n started to laugh but he said he was serious and and said that it was ok if i didn't love him....but he cud love me...i felt as though i would yell out in joy...but i didn't...that day was the first day in my life that i had been on the phone for so long .he called me in the afternoon..twice in the evening...and he even came to see me the next day morning ...suddenly it was as though we were a couple...and i never been so happy...when i was with him I forgot about all my troubles.he made me feel alive. it seemed too good to be true...and it was
we were like this for a week...until when one night krev and his brother saw me and my bf wen we were out for a walk...
he had told his brother everything about me...every thing ...except that i had a bf...his brother was furious n told him to stay away from me..that night wen i called him...he talked to me with such hurt in his voice...he told me that he wouldn't call me anymore...n that he had seen me and my bf together...it was too hard for him to see me and my bf together...at that moment i wanted to break up with my bf rite den and be with krev...o how i wish i had done so..i loved krev so much. i couldn't forget him...i kept calling him.. i couldn't help my self...i even tried to forget him...my heart didn't want to . i kept thinking of him all the time...i couldn't eat ...i couldn't sleep..all i thought was of him. at last i gave up..i knew i cud never forget him...
almost a year has passed since then...i still think of him...i still talk to him...i still want to be with him...and i still love him so much...i miss him so much...but we are friends now..just friends...i guess that thats all we'll be ..i don't think i will ever be able to forget him...he is my unforgettable
this is the story that is of so many lives that is misunderstood....make a move before time passes...maybe things will turn out different 4 u...
