Escape....

i hug myself in tha dark
hoping to comfort my self
i grasp my clothes
trying to hold the tears...
my heart ready to burst
i hear my self screaming in my head
crying and cursing about my life
wat dd i do wrong to deserve this
is my love so punishable??
i wish i could jus run away..
leave all my troubles behind
never come back
start my own happy life
but everything around me has forced me...
forced me to open my eyes to reality
a reality that has no life..
no love for me
only imprisonment
if only i could runaway..
evade this terror that i call life
then all my troubles wud fade away..
so that i may be tranquil

Victory Dhathuru

hehe..
we went on that dhathuru we were tawking about..
its was planned so quickly dat we cudnt even prepare properly..
but it was a blast
had loads of fun :)
hehe...

dey called us on friday evening n told us dat the dhathuru was the next day..
n dat we were leaving on the v early morning before iruaranings o
at five thirty o
haha..
but the poor nidhan miyarun...**giggle**
we left at around six fiteen o sumthing..

ekolhah gossa enmen sai hadhaigen sai boegen
den everyone went to play..
n then rah vashaa hingeee...
we played catch n faigathalhaa
sum even played baibalaa...
saying..."kabadi kabadi kabadi....."**v avas avahah..**
lol u cudnt help laugh till my tummy hurt..
bodu beru ves jehi..
n sum danced ves me..
hehe...v majaa..
thank u nabe for tha great songs..:P.. lmao
u jus crack me up

dhen hama ehen kulhe kulhefa..
mendhuru athah eryma keky....
n while sum were cooking..others played..
u know sum charads.. dho..u know miming..
yea dat..
we had to mime songs..
v majaaa...

dhen enmen kaigen
i went to change..
n then anburaa ai iru farrey n wade n the guys were making sum stuff ..
i knerw sumthing was up..
hehe
so i jus walked up to my bag n farrey came bi..
i asked him anything was up n he told me balaigen ulhecho thaby gayah ves gos dhaaneyo..lol
so i split..

i hid around n moodhah erunee...
moodhuga ovaa balaaves ai.. but neyreema dhiyai..hehe i hid around for most of the trip after that n furaa gadi ah emyhun kairiah dhiyai..
hehe..

den enemen echhi pac kohgen dhonayah araafa bodu beru jahamun lava baxee kulhemun dhiyai..while sum (inlcuding me) too sum zzzzz..
hehe..
well we got to male around six
n all headed home wuickly coz every oone had class in da morning...
haha..

v longu ves vejje dho this post..
well kuru kohlaanun..
will cum bak with tha pics later...ingey.
mwahx n hugx..

Happy B Day Mum!!

happy birth day mum...
m sory i havent widshed u yet..
was hoping to supprise u
but i wasent able to...
m sory..
but happy b day
hope u had a good day at work:)
n hope u had a fun day
=D
mwahs n hugx
luv u alot

YIPEEEEEeeee....!!!!..

YAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYY!!!!
EEEEEIIIIIIIIIII.....
YIPEEEEEEEEEEEE.....
HAHAHAAAA...
HURRAY HURRAY..
WE WON!!
IN YOUR FACE SECONDARY CLASS (Y.S)
hehe...
wow...
this feel so great
we are the champions of the FE challenge cup (i think thats the name of tha competion..O.o.. )
hehe..
feel awesome....
o n we are goin on a dhathuru to celebrate with the money we won from tha competion
it's gona be so great
we are gona have tha best trip ever...
M.S RULES!!!

OMG!! It's here..

OMG!!!!!!
It's here..
its finally here
the koleg netball n football mubaarai
m so nervous abt tha whole thing...
jus so u guys know i play too
=D
m bloody nervous
but its okay
coz we WON the first two matches...
aint that great
today in a few hours there is the next match..
m nervous again
hehe
hope we win today
xoxo

My Sanctuary

I keep sinking away
into a horrible life
Into all the sorrows
into all the hurt
I feel like I'm going to fade away
but..
I see you
the look in your eyes
the love
the honesty
and i know...
everything is gonna be alright..
and all my troubles seem to disappear
I'm glad I'm with you
I'm glad i met you
you bring happiness into my life
you bring light to my world
you are my angel
my sanctuary
my love
my life
my bliss
I love you...

this ones for you pookiee....

Lost in u

can anyone tell me y
i suddenly have the passion to be alive
a passion for the small pleasures of life
the happiness in tha air seems to lift me up high
i dont know wat has happend to me in ur arms
o this love
showing me so much
a new way of life
life's paradise
look wat has happend to me
seeing u in my dreams
looks wat has happend to me
lost in ur words
look wat i am doin
lost in ur thoughts
u may find many jus like me
but for me
there is only one like u
i have let go of everyone n everything
but i will never let u go
this i promise u
u are half of the story of my heart
i am the other half
u complete my world

this poem is still in its infancy....wrote it jus now....so have no idea wat so ever how to finish it yet..wen i do i'll let u guys know..

I Have Been Tagged!!!!

i was tagged by vermillions

A-available: not available... :P

B-best friend: shuga, ammu, maako

C-cake or pie: cake

D-drink of choice: milkshake

E-essential thing used everyday: fone and pc...ow n potty..**blush**

F- favourite colour: Black, green, blue

G-gummi bears or worms: Gummi bears

H-Hometown: Male'

I-Indulgence: clothes..n ofcoz...shoes**sighi**day dreams about shoes***..

J-January or February: february

K-Kids and names: libuneema ingeynee adhi dho...lol

L-Life: umm...life dho...adhi nenge...have to figure it out o.O

M-Marriage date: some were in 2012...i hope..

N-Number of siblings: 2...but ones like 1000 a of them

O-Oranges or apples: Apples

P-Phobias: wats tha name of tha phobia of being scared of insects on ur body...o.O

Q-Quote: it feels way better to be there for sumone ..than knowing that others are there for u...the self satisfaction is great

R-Reason to smile: to make others feel secure to tawk to u...

S-Season: rainyy

T-Tag three people : maako, hotgirlangel, purple princess

U-Unknown fact about me: how would i know that....it says unknown..

V-Vegetable you do not like: onion

W-Worst habit: flinching wen nervous...oh n i tend to tawk alot...

X-x-rays you have had: chest

Y-Your favorite food: pizza, pasta, cake, mango, and ...wel u know..a gurls gotta eat too

Z-Zodiac: virgo