Kat in the dark..

aint it cute...^_^...hehe..

TEST!!!!!

OMG...
i gotta study...
so much to do...
so much to write...
so many things to do....
aaaarghhhh....
:O...
HEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLPPPPPP!!!

crying myself to sleep..

why am i feeling so lonely
so much alone and forgotten
where are all those friends
where have they gone to
why is it am unable to find them
when ever i need them the most
when ever i need some one to talk to
some one to make me feel better
don't anybody care??
my heart is ready to burst.....
so much sorrow
so much pain...
i am all alone every night
crying myself to sleep

dearest babyboi,

words cannot even describe how i am feeling rite now...but i am here still trying to reach your heart...it is restless. i want to see u. wanting to be with you. wanting to talk to you....wanting you to take me in your arms and hide me..... keep me safe...i want to tell you how much i love you...how much i truly miss you

but my words still fail to reach your ears...i am standing here right in front of you....and you dont even look at me. i am right by your side....will u even notice me...i am getting restless for you to show me that you love me...my heart is restless to let me feel that you love me. my mind and heart complains over and over again...why do you keep me at such distance when i am yet so close to you...why do you not let me get close to you...why is it that you don't pay any attention to me..am i that useless...my heart yearns for your love. it yearns for your care and affection...i am waiting for you right by your side... loving you and caring for you...when will you notice me.

wuv u always
babygurl,

So sick of this boredom...

it so boring..:S...
wat to doo...i
slept...
i ate.....
i chatted..
i updated my blog....
den wat..:s...
i'm jus sick of sitting around doing nuthing...

Laughter time...

"tell me daddy"asked the small boy, "who was braver then robin hood, wiser than solomon, more honorable than caesar, witty than bob hope, and more handsome than apollo?"

"the only person i can think of is" replied the father, "is your mothers first husband".

XXX

she called jeeves into her bedroom. "jeevesplease, unzip my dress," with a great deal of emberessment he did so.
"now jeeves," she said. "take off my stockings"
jeeves was now in sweat
"and now take off my underwear...and if i ever see you wearing them again you will be insatantly dismissed."

XXX

HAPPY B DAY RIFAAA!!

many happy returns of the great day...
wish u all the luck in the world and thank u for being my great n close bestfwend...
papi papi hug hug...
best fwends for ever...
hope we can meet and catch up soon

I miss u babyboi....

Baby boieeeeeeeee....
wer r u ...
i miss u like carzy....

Love u guys...

my hot prince arkii koki n hot girl angel baby sis....
^_^....
dho dho dho dho dhooooooo...
hehe...
hope our fwendship last forver and after that :)

Cupid

Cupid is the most famous of Valentine symbols and everybody knows that boy armed with bow and arows, piercing hearts . He is known as a mischievous, winged child armed with bow and arrows. The arrows signify desires and emotions of love, and Cupid aims those arrows at Gods and Humans, causing them to fall deeply in love. Cupid has always played a role in the celebrations of love and lovers. In ancient Greece he was known as Eros, the young son of Aphrodite, the goddess of love and beauty. To the Roman's he was Cupid, and his mother was Venus. There is a very interesting story about Cupid and His mortal Bride Psyche in Roman mythology. Venus was jealous of the beauty of Psyche, and ordered Cupid to punish the mortal. But instead, Cupid fell deeply in love with her. He took her as his wife, but as a mortal she was forbidden to look at him. Psyche was happy until her sisters persuaded her to look at Cupid. as soon as Psyche looked at Cupid, Cupid punished her by leaving her. Their lovely castle and gardens vanished too. Psyche found herself alone in an open field with no signs of other beings or Cupid. As she wandered trying to find her love, she came upon the temple of Venus. Wishing to destroy her, the goddess of love gave Psyche a series of tasks, each harder and more dangerous then the last. For her last task Psyche was given a little box and told to take it to the underworld. She was told to get some of the beauty of Proserpine, the wife of Pluto, and put it in the box. During her trip she was given tips on avoiding the dangers of the realm of the dead. She was also warned not to open the box. But Temptation overcame Psyche and she opened the box. But instead of finding beauty, she found deadly slumber. Cupid found her lifeless on the ground. He gathered the deadly sleep from her body and put it back in the box. Cupid forgave her, as did Venus. The gods, moved by Psyche's love for Cupid made her a goddess.

Legendary cat stories...

In the Middle Ages, cats were not very popular because of their association with witchcraft and black magic. Superstitions about cats, some of them current today, date back to this period. Still people who believe that the cat is a reincarnation of the devil and regard it as bad luck.

but there are still many who belive that cats offer gud luck...for example Fisherman’s wives believed keeping a black cat in your home meant your husband would always return from the sea. In the 9th century, King Henry I of Saxony decreed that the fine for killing a cat should be sixty bushels of corn. Around 450 BC, anyone who killed a cat in Egypt was punished by death. When a cat died, the entire family would shave off their eyebrows as a sign of mourning.

In Norse mythological facts, the chariot of Freya, goddess of beauty, love and fertility, is drawn by two large longhaired cats; these two cats were often connected with the powers of creativity, the Earth Mother and fertility gods.

Mi-Ki, or tri-colored cats, have been long taken by Japanese sailors on their ships to bring them good luck. The native Bobtail, according to legend, is the Japanese cat of preference because it is less likely to “bewitch” you with a twitching tail. The figure of a cat with its left paw raised is commonly seen in gift shops in Japan where they are sold as souvenirs. It is believed that the beckoning cat brings good fortune to its owner


Ancient Chinese legend maintains that the cat is the product of a lioness and a monkey - the lioness endowing her offspring with dignity and the monkey with curiosity and playfulness.

There is a legend that many little kittens were thrown into a river to drown. The mother cat wept and was so distraught that the willow trees on the bank felt compassion and held out their branches to the struggling kittens who clung to them and were saved. Ever since that time, everyspring, the willow trees wear gray buds that feel as soft and silky as kitten tails. That is why they are called “pussy willows.”

in the ends i just want to ask you......are you scared of cats???

Waiting 4 u...

i have sat in silence
for the longest days of my life
feeling so alone
u were always there
makin me feel loved
makin me so happy
but now.....
i see you growing distant from me
with every leaf that falls
with every day that passed me by..
i feel u leaving my side
now i'm sitting here all alone
waiting for u to come bak...

Drowned in tears of sorrow

i am drowning in my own tears for u
aching for u'r attention

and all you do is ignore me
i am inexistent to u'r eyes
im nothing to you
im useless.......
im just another girl u saw
how will u ever notice the sorrow
the sorrow in my eyes
my voice, my heart
my tears of sorrow

EID MUBARIK!!

I'm crying out for help in the inside

betrayed by u....

its strange how the poeple you love can hurt u so bad...
its funny how dey turn out to be the ones dat betray u n the end...

Just for u....

loaby...
open up...
hehe...
say aaaahh..hehe...
:D...
hope u like it love...
mwas

Walking in u'r shadows...

my cries are silent

my words unsaid
i walk in ur shadows
with my tears unseen
pain held within
killing me over and over again
i tried to step away
i tried so hard
yet i still find myself
walking in your shadows again

Unwanted

m just lyk a blotch on the mirror...
unwanted and useless....