And i was gone

everything around me feels ampty

wind feels lifeless

sweet sounds that gave me peace

is now mute to my ears

my sensiblity shattering as if a glass wall

my eyes drymy heart softly crying with in

my body feels as though i havent eaten in days

my brain ready to explode with in its dark walls

my bones aching...

i feel too tired to go on...

too tired to end it all

i'm just too tired to fight

at the brink of gving up

i try to see how my life was...

how everything used to be

i stare out at nothing

trying to picture how my life was

i see nothing

my past is a blur to me...

so many painful memories..

so many years of hiding them

so many years of trying to forget them

everything is now gone

in the end..

all i see is my self

standing here alone..

all alone

unable to break free

my frustration driving me craxy

i cant take it cant take this pain anymore

my desire to live long gone

all i yearn for is now death

death is my escape..

.death alone can save me

i lay myself on the middle of the cold road...

i close mu eyes...

i let go...

n i was gone