My Guardian Angel....

never tawt i wud be so lucky
never dreamed i wud be this happy
i dono wat i wud do with out u my shining star
i dono if i wud be alive....
u are always there wen i need u..
u are there to protect me..
u are there to show me the right path...
u have kept me alive...
if u wernt there i dono wat wud have hapend to me...
u always knw the best way to take care of me....
u realli are a shining star..
a perfect star with in the dark night
u are my everything
i am thankful to god that i have u more than i am thankful i am alive right now
baby...
u are my gaurdian angel...
love u always...
i dono how i wud be if i ddnt have u....
love u always....
never ever wana loose u....
cant stay alive without u...
papi papi hug hug
M- M
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PS. I wud probably be away from bloggin for a while after this post...hope every one likes it...

Sum Saturday ...

(one saturdays da gang went to throw around the frisbee before mooodhah erun...)

**sigh**
i miss hangin out with my fwends....
goin out..
throwing the frisbee around...
goin to the park....
was awsome...
hei cecret i miss hangin out with u gurla...
remember the foto shoot session we dd...
lol
we both dd it jus with our fones...
but still the pics were great....
here are some of em...

i tawt this was way too adorable...hehehhe

this is at the park....loabi dhow...

this too...

and this....

this is at the mooodhu kairi

we took this platform matheega thibegen.....heheh..but cec gt the most awesome pic

our beloved raalhu gandu...
keeke....
newayssssss.....
hehehe....
cant wait to do sum more fun stuff....
ekamu test vee ma dhow...
well me mis u loadz..
m out
papi papi hug hug
M- M
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kiyavenee o den..

**sigh**
test feshunee ooo
anehkaa ves..
vai vai vai
n enmen ge test thah ves nimuneema eives...
sad dhow..
keekuranee...
lucky for me i dun have dat much....
well me outa
n guys sry for nt updatin these days...
bz bz bz
well...
wish me luck
papi papi hug hug
M- M
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-( O )-
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Thabby Wisdom Moment....

i know its a lil late this month
but hope u gys who read my wisdom moments will excsse me ..
me have been sick for a while now
but m bak on my feet n runing around
thnk u god
heheh
well so this months wisdom moment is based on wat i went thru at the hospital
well...docs here are stupid..
i shud thump them
wat stupid idiotic doc wud ask a patient who is sufocating her name..
idiot..
i mean i cud barly breath o see..n he was askin me my name..n ddnt even listen wen ash tld him my name
dat baaka
i shud punch him n show him how much it hurts..
o n needles hurt
ALOT!!!!
o yea n dd u know the doc makes the pain worse:S
yeap they do...
the damn doc pressed my tummy n stuff n made the pain worse..
i cried even
stupid doc...
next tym i see u i will thump u...beware
**sad thing is i dun remember how the doc looked like...but i guess i will settle for thumpin the next doc who pulls a stunt like dat**

n also i learnt that if m smiling wen i go to the doc..they wont take me seriusly...
everytym its either sit n a wheel chair o on a stretcher thingy..
otherwise docs dun belyv u sik..
dis is true..
if i am in pain..i always belyved that smiling n a lil fun can take a away atleast sum pain..
but the docs dun take me seriusly if m smilin even the least..
**hmph**
o n the clothes that they give u to wear wen u take X ray i so damn comfy...
reaaaali comfy
lol..
n also wen ppl push u around in a wheel chair fast its damn fun..:D
but then again v boa anburaaa...
o n hospital toilets are dirty
**sigh**
to tell u the truth i always tawt hospitals were clean...
even the toilets..
but they v grosss n yuckyy....**horror struck**
n they stink O_O


o yea my final wisdom abt my experiences so far at the hospital...
peeing in a cup aint that easy..
darn it they made me pee in a cup...**blush**
o yea n the hospital is so much fun sometyms..
but regretfully sometyms its like the most depressing place in da world

but hei wen i heard the ultra sound scan of a women on the bed next to mine..it was happy..
i heard her babies heart beat
was beautiful..:)

o well m out for now..
hope u guys like this n have a lll fun with it
papi papi hug hug


PS. ambulances in male' suck big tym

Froxen...

so lost
so alone
darkness till sight ends
everyone stares
everyone glares..
everyone judging
tryin so hard to fit in
trying so hard to move on
froxen in time
alone n still
waiting till my breath passes...

papi papi hug hug..
M- M
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Regret....

its so strong

how u learn so much
yet still regretting
knowing so much

knowing ur fwends ways
but so much bad
yet have to accept the fact
that u are no match for ur fwends

turning ur bak to their needs
yet regretting
of all ur deeds

regret is all u can think of
but nt much to loose
all the choice i have is
take it o let it loose..

hehhe...
dats it for now..
papi papi hug hug..
M- M
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-( O )-
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