Jus So Alone...

never knew i cud feel so alone...

everyones here with me..
everyone except u...
everything feels empty...
even the fake smiles n laughter...
ever since u have been gone ..
gettin out of bed is even hard...
baby..
i never tawt i wud feel this empty..
i feel hollow n lifeless...
breathing has become a daily burden....
sleep has been forgotten...
tears wet my pillow endlessly...
i hide away in the dark...
tryn so hard to get over the pain from being aprt from u
tryn so hard to not let ppl hear my sobs...
i need u soo much..
i need ur hugs..
ur tender words....
i need to be in ur arms again..
happy n safe...
coz thats the only place i feel home...
in ur arms...
wer our heart beats the same..
side by side....
together....
pls hurry home my shining star....
m falling aprt without u....

papi papi hug hug
M- M
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