Jus So......Blank

i have no idea wat im goin thru
m i sane...
i doubt so...
m bak in the darkness
bak in the midst of loosing...
loosing my luved ones
my treasures....
myself....
loosing hope of ever being normal...
hope of ever being truly happy
loosing the slim chance of ever finding myself again
my cries have no meaning
my cries have no reason
as the darkness of fear n doubt elopes me
screaming to break free
struggling to stay alive
i sit here trying to figure out my life..
tryn to figure out wat to do next...
.......
its jus a big blank....
nuthngs there.....
i dono...
i jus feel so tiny at night...

well..m out...
byee yall..
papi papi hug hug
M- M
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