I Am Alone!!...O Am I??

lately my life has been somethings of a earth quack
all that remains is dust and the broken memories...
running and hiding frm my feelings...
enveloping my self in tha shadowy darkeness...
perishing with in my loneliness...
even though i know m nt alone
ambushed by so many troubles...
my soul screaming with in me to get out..
to get free of this wrecked body
to get away from this blinding pain...
away from this emotional turmoil
but..
i feel as though
i am saved by those brief moments of reality
wich never seem last long enuf...